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So um I hope you enjoy my one shot :)
-Julie
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"Fuck!" I swore loudly as it started raining. Where the fuck was Cameron? He told me to wait outside the freaking school.
I was thinking of going inside but i remembered they locked it after 3 pm and it was already 3:30. I attemped to type a message to him but it was hard my fingers were wet so it was slippery, I couldn't. I gave up trying and zipped it back in my bag. shit my books.
Cameron is a great boyfriend, I though sarcastically.
It was freezing and it looked like thunder and lighting was gonna happen any moment. Scared of what might happen, I started skipping down the side walk. God it was cold.
Where the fuck was Cameron? god I hope he wasn't cheating on me. I didn't know if I could handle any more pain.
It has been two years for Christ's sake, I should move on already, I shouldn't feel pain, betrayal and sadness anymore and I am not suppose to miss him, I want to forget him I tried and tried but I couldn't.
Remembering everything brought tears to my eyes. No fucking way will I cry because of Elliot. I will not.
I suddenly was brought back to my senses and heard foot steps behind me. my breathing hallowed. I readied myself if it was some creepy rapist and turned around.
I sighed, it was just a dog. It looked so cute. It was fluffy and white which looked more of a cream colour and it was kinda fat and so adorable.
I took it into my arms and cooed. "where's your owner? I bet your feeling cold right now." it licked my cheek and I laughed before I know it, it escaped from my arms and ran away.
It stopped a few feet away and barked, I think she is telling me to follow her. (let's just say it's female a dog yeah? :) ) So I followed her.
I was laughing gleefully I was no longer thinking about my fears for thunder and lighting.
She led me to the park which was near the school. and I gasped there was a car bumped into a tree and it was smoking.
Maybe the driver sent the dog. I gasped and immediately jogged to the driver's side.
The driver's head was on the steering wheel but I could tell that it was a guy. I started yanking the door open but it was kinda hard. With all my strength I yanked the door open I shoved him and he groaned I sighed, knowing he was alive.
I kneeled on the grass and I gasped. My eyes widening and my breathing hallowed. I tried to control the fast beat of my heart as I looked at him. It was Elliot.
I put aside all my feelings and focused on helping him. I shoved him a little harder than I expected in to a sitting position. He looked the same, breathtaking. I swore at myself mentally. The seat belt was snapped, thank god he didn't fly off the seat.
He's eyes were closed and he looked pale, too pale. Paler than before. I checked his pulse to clarify that he is still alive breathing.
I took my phone from my bag and wiped my hands before quickly dialled 911. Before I could call Cameron he beat me to it.
"Where are you? I'm here already.'' he said.
I told him about the situation and that it was Elliot. He was quiet for awhile and said that he was coming.
I waited for the ambulance and Cameron came.
He helped pull Elliot as the ambulance came. They rolled Elliot away as Cameron took me to his car.
I am shaking. Not only from the cold but also of Elliot. I was scared and I finally broke down. Cameron held me as I sobbed. He called my parents and finally we went to the hospital.
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I woke up, gasping. Elliot died. He didn't though it was all a dream, a freaking dream.
I didn't end up with Cameron, I ended up with Fintry he's in the other room now not in a coffin. I reassured myself.
I sighed walking towards my door and yanking it open walking towards the door at the end of the hallway.
I didn't knock instead i went in and smiled, he was here and he was alive.
He groaned "Munchkin? What are you doing here?" he continued, "And why are you smiling at me like that?"
My smile just widens "Nothing."
"What are you doing here its like 2 am.'' He sits up, yawning and rubbing his eyes at the same time.
"Actually it's 3 something. I just couldn't sleep; nightmare.'' I said my smile fading a little.
He stared at me for awhile and scooted over to one side, telling me to lay down beside him. I smiled and walked over and laid down, facing him.
Suddenly, he pulled me to his chest so that my head was resting on his chest and my hand wrapped around his waist. "What was the dream about?" He whispered, his voice soothing and gentle.
"Nothing. It's nothing."
"We've been together for about a year now, you can tell me." He says, rubbing circles on my back.
So I told him. And I told him I didn't want to talk about it anymore, so he dropped it and we talked about useless stuff.
I loved him and I'm not scared of my feelings at all. I loved him despite of the time where he hurt my feelings with really harsh words, he somehow brings me back to him every time. I love him above all things and I don't care what happens in the end. In the end its our choices if we get hurt in this world and if it means being with Elliot Fintry I would take the risk.
"I love you, Elliot."
And here we are, with the summer rain in the year 2012, in the house with reckless people, reckless behavior, our love and this chaotic world, we will love each other.
Sharing kisses that seals the promise of forever.
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Thank you for reading my one shot :)
