Arrogant asshole

●●Twenty five●●

You went back inside the house, touching your lips. You couldn't believe it.....

Did that just happen?

Putting a hand to your chest you tried to breathe to calm your wildly beating heart down.

Fuck.

It's getting worse and worse, being near him...It's gonna be harder now after THAT just happened.

Fuck.

The door opened and your head whipped round, You saw Tae, Namjoon and Jin walk in. All staring at the house in disarray, and you stood there like an idiot. You didn't even realise you were doing that till Tae put his hands on your shoulders.

"Y/N Are you okay!?" Tae asked, face full of worry.

"Yeah, fine...just shaken up" You said softly.

Tae then embraced you into a deadly squeeze hug.

"If anything else had happened to you I don't know what I'd do" He whispered.

You sighed into the hug...secretly wishing it was Jimin..

I'm a terrible person you thought.

"Where's Jimin?" Tae asked looking around.

"Um.....went out to buy cigarettes" you say biting your lip with guilt.

You feel terrible, you've never wanted someone so bad in your entire life.

-Jimin pov-

I took out a cigarette, quickly lighting and inhaling the smoke like it was oxygen.

I could have any girl I wanted...So why her?

Groaning I leaned back on the swing. I've slept with so many women, I've cheated a few times...All in good fun, I've even had a threesome before..Like girls trip over each other just to get another glance at me so...

WHY HER!?

I just want sex....That's what it is..Tae is my best friend so, she's just another conquest I want...But...then why do I feel more?

Kissing.....I don't really like to do it..But with her...Arg! I wanted her so bad....So then why didn't I do it? I just fucking chickened out!

She put her small, delicate hands on my chest...and with the littlest of nudges I stopped..I didn't take what I wanted. I just ran! like a pussy....

Reaching into my pocket I took out the bracelet that she dropped in my car, She had forgotten to take it back. I don't want to give it back honestly...

I like having something that I can look at that reminds me of her eventhough everything reminds me of her, She's on my mind constantly.

Taking another puff of smoke I sighed heavily....

I ran my fingers through my hair and stood up...I miss her already.

What the fuck is wrong with me.

I have to do something about this....If not I think I'll go crazy...I mean that thing with Jungkook I saw them laughing and joking and it made me want to rip into him...and jungkook is like a brother to me, we've shared girls before, I'm not the possessive type...But when it comes to her, she...is mine!

I'm beginning to think friend-Zoning myself was a bad move...I blew out one final time and threw the cigarette away....

Y/N...I think...I've been falling...

No..too soon Jimin..Don't get too close. One thing my mother taught me, women can break your heart in an instant, never get to close to the sun...

I walked back to the house, the shattered window had been cleaned up. That was quick. Walking in I saw Y/N coming down the stairs, She saw me and smiled widely. She had yellow cleaning gloves and a cute headband tied in her hair.

"Jimin where did you go?" She asked big eyes gleaming up at me.

"Don't worry about it cotton tail" I say and smirk as her face lights up in a cute blush.

"...Um actually Jimin I want to ask you something" She mumbled and chewed her lip. So cute.

"Hm?" I responded with trying to look uninterested.

"I-...I keep thinking about-"

"Jimin You're back, I need a word" Taehyung appeared out of nowhere, whilst throwing his arm around my shoulder and forcing me to another room.

"What is it Tae?" I grumbled annoyed from taking me away from Y/N.

"So...You like Y/N?"

"Um....T-Tae Why would you think that? I like her as a friend but not in like a..um relationship way" I stutter dumbly.

"....Right...I just need you to stay round her house and protect her there"

I wanted to hug Tae for this, but I can't be suspicious.

"Why can't you? It's your house"

"Was my house...But I need to stay here, I want to beat the shit out of the guy who hurt my lil sis...Haha when she gets a boyfriend you'll team up with me and beat the shit out of him" He chuckled and hit my shoulder.

"Haha yeah totally" I said calmly but freaked out on the inside.

"Ah Jimin I can always rely on you" He smiled a boxy smile. I just nodded in response and tapped his back.

Oh I am so screwed.

Actually wait...what do I have to be worried about? I don't have a thing for Y/N...well I do but...it's not serious..But I kinda..want it to be?

Aish calm down Jimin, don't get to close. Never get close. Women hurt you have to hurt them first..

My eyes darted up and I saw Y/N Laughing and smiling, then her eyes met mine, She gave me a big smile even closing her eyes to do so.

I gave her a blank stare and looked away, averting my gaze. I felt my head spin just a little...

"Jimin" I heard Tae's voice ring in my ears, I snapped my head up and looked at him.

"Hm?" I responded trying to act natural.

"You didn't hear me did you?" He sighed.

I shook my head sheepishly.

"I asked you to be very careful and protect my sister at all costs...I know it's a big ask but she's everything to me and of anything happened to her-"

"Yeah I get it Tae don't worry I'll protect her" I said strongly, then tapping his back, He smiled and looked down.

"I need her in my life man" He said solemnly.

"Me too" I said absentmindedly, though upon realising my heart instantly dropping to the floor.

"Huh? You say something buddy?" Tae asked softly. Thank goodness, it doesn't seem he caught that.

"O-Oh nothing don't worry" I chuckled and hit his back kind of hard. He groaned at me and I left quickly, I grabbed Y/N and led her outside. She protested of course which made me smile a little, until she pulled her arm back and furrowed her deep coloured eyes at me cutely.

"So cotton tail, let's go home" I smirked.

"What are you talking about?" She said crossing her arms.

"I'm staying with you"

"How long?" She said looking up with me, her hair dancing in the wind, like she couldn't get anymore beautiful.

Hm, She doesn't seem fazed by this...I kind of want her to be?

"For as long as I want" I say arrogantly.

"...Alright, let's go then" She said quietly and took my hand gently and led me to the car.

I felt my cheeks burn...What was this reaction? It made my stomach churn and my head feel light.

Oh fuck no...

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