Sh'lera 2: Revenge of the Rejected

C14: Mother, Marriage, Mason

As a warning, I didn't edit this chapter. Sorry I will later though, 

Chapter 14 

Mother, Marriage, Mason

Sh'lera's POV

I blinked, "Why?" I was shocked as to why my husband was talking to my ex mate. 

He shrugs his shoulders, "I know I couldn't talk to you, also I knew you needed a man around the house and I couldn't be the one." 

"You are my one Adam, I'm just trying to wrap my head around this. Adam I still wear your ring, I've worn it throug this tough patch. But seeing Mason and hearing your side changes my point of view." 

"Hopefully to me with all my flaws," 

"Having a child isn't a flaw, but cheating on me with your mate is." I corrected and he nods hanging his head down. "Sh'lera I haven't told you everything," 

I sighed, this was confession time. And yes I had some things to confess as well.

Somethings were about to come to the light. "Adam I didn't want another child, I was scared because of what happened the first time. I lied stating I wanted another kid, I was faking having sex with you and was taking pills-okay to be more clear I was taking birth control." 

He was stunned silent, "I forgive you and love you for telling me like I'm about to tell you about how Jean kissed me." 

"I accept that," I breathed taking in everything that was being said at the moment. The air was thick but was thinning into air that was becoming comfortable.

Letting all this go was actually a good thing on my part, "Adam I felt over the weeks that it's my fault Sasha is here. I didn't want a child and now here one is and I could've gave you that but my own insecurities came out." My voice broke and I tried to clear my throat.

 Oh damn, the water works would soon be arriving. "You thought you failed me?" He claimed, 

I didn't answer him but reached up to wipe my eyes, but he stopped me walking over to me and placing his hand on the small of my back and pulling me into him while his other hand gently wiped away my tears. Oh this was dangerous, "Oh baby you could never disappoint me, if anything I failed you. My reckless behavior with Jean caused this-" 

"No Adam..." I stammered, "...You didn't do anything wrong in nature because we weren't meant for each other then, she was your mate. I do remember saying she will beat me in everything because she is your half. She was made for you and there's nothing I can do about it." I sniffled, 

Adam dropped his hands slowly and moved back some, but then I sensed the fact he hesitated, I knew he wanted to hug me and hold me. Honestly I could go for something like that again at the moment but like I said it would be too dangerous. I was still raw from confessing and him confessing everything.

 Yea we would have a great moment but it wouldn't be reality. 

The reality is that he has a daughter, we have a family, and I have to still hold my status as a Luna. 

"Sh'lera," Adam said breaking in my deep thoughts, I look up and move towards him. He was taken back when I pressed myself against him wrapping my arms around his neck and inhaling his scent. I needed him to hug me back, and when he wrapped his arms around me I shed a few tears. 

"Adam," I whispered letting his name sit on my tongue and it wasn't a bad taste for what it's all worth. He gave me the best 7 plus years of my life and I love him dearly for that, but this isn't over. 

I will admit for the moment I needed my best friend, my lover, my husband. I let go and looked down at my hand and removed my ring, "I want you to hold on to it for a while, I need my space." 

"I'll be waiting for the day to put this back on your finger," He whispers kissing my forehead,

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 "Slow down Roxy he did what?" I asked walking back home now, "Okay I'm on my way," 

Talking to Adam was just what I needed, and when I passed over my ring. I hope I didn't give him the hint I was wanting a divorce, it was really the last peice of him and I already got rid of all his things at the house.

I just now had to explain this to the kids, because they were left out of everything recently. I will take the title of not being the best mother. Oh and then I had this incident with Roxy and Xavier, what is with this guy! 

"How could you!" Someone screamed from behind me, I turned around confused but saw Belle with blood shot eyes and messy hair. Was she in a fight? 

"Belle-" 

She pointed her finger and walked up to me but Blake held her back, she was screaming and cussing in Italian. Damien walked up to us and had a glum face. "Please tell us it isn't true," 

"What?" I demanded, "Our father isn't Adam it's Mason. That douche bag you knocked you up and left you!" Damien spitted and I flinched at the raw pain. "Where's your ring mom?" Belle cried and the kids stared at me. 

Belle broke away from Blake, "I grew up with adoption thrown in my face, I grew up accepting Adam to be the only dad I ever knew. Now I'm hearing he's not even the birth kids of my brothers!" She screamed at me and I felt numb. 

"I can't even look at you," She spitted and walked off, I didn't stop her. "I knew he was the mate and Mason being my father was my biggest fear and now it's come true." Blake said walking away,

"If your guessing who told us, It was our real father." Damien said before shifting and running off. 

Let me just add 'kids' to the list of people who are either hurt by me or they hurt me. I wasn't even left alone for too long before Roxy ran up to me panting. "What's wrong?" 

"My kids found out...." 

"Found out what?" She questioned, I looked at her with teary eyes. "The truth, Mason told them." 

She opened her arms and held me, but I pulled away. "No I'm here to talk to you and your-" 

Roxy shakes her head and holds me by my shoulders, she wiped a few of my tears. "No you are going to worry about me, the pack, and your marriage tomorrow right now be a mom and worry about your kids. They need you," 

"Okay," I said hugging her and racing away after them. 

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