One shots of Hirai Momo

Promise

I would rather be hurt

Than to see you be hurt

I would rather cry

Than to see you cry

You're too important

I love you

I'm sorry

Because I can never do anything

To cheer you up

Comfort you

Not even after everything you've been through for the day

Because I'm just someone

You don't know exists

But I always ask

Is it possible to love someone so much

Even though they don't know you exist?

It sounds stupid but It hurts.

I can never mean anything more to you

Because I'm just a fan

A fool

Blinded with you

It breaks me in pieces knowing

I can never truly see you

Who am I to even know you exist?

I'm a pathetic being

I hope one day

You find someone who will love you

And care for you

Like I fantasize I would

I've written too many poems about you

Because I love you

I realize how many tears I've shed

Because of knowing I'm just nobody to you

I don't believe I could make you fall for me

Until one day

You met me

I knew I loved you then

But knowing who I am

I could never be different from anybody else who people don't give a damn about

So I accepted my fate

You were never mine

Never will be mine

And sooner or later

It's over

You've forgotten me

You don't care about me

Not even care if I just jump off a high window ledge and die

I'm petrified

Because I'm just dust in the wind

Knowing you're the best thing that has happened to me

Breaks me

But everything I thought

Was wrong

Hell was I wrong

Now here I am standing in front of you

A fool in love

But your fool

After all the doubt and hopelessness that circled around in my head

They were just illusions of what I was afraid of but believed in

A girl who was once just my dream and nothing more

Is right here ready to commit to our forever

After years of knowing her

Knowing me

Knowing each other

We're finally ready to make the biggest commitment of our lives that we can't back out in

Because now you're standing in front of me

I'm ready to open a blank page of the book

To write our story and future together

You were just a girl I knew

But I realized

All the tears I've shed

The poems I wrote

The words I said

Are all worth it

Because in the end

We found each other

In this maze called love

Our love story maybe different from the others

But I'm not afraid to shout out to the whole world

That I love you

It's hard to imagine

That I was just a nobody

Who got everybody's dream girl to be mine

I may not be your dream guy yet

But I can always change for the better

Hirai Momo

I love you and I think I always will

I will promise like in our vows

That I will love you

Forever and ever

Until death do us part