Words of chaos (poetry)

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Falling into a sea of death

Playing in the game of meth

Dancing with the skitzophrenic reaper

The very death for every tweaker.

A high of confidence and speed

The addiction of synthetic need

Hide behind its illusion power

redose every few hours

and as your life becomes a blur

days and nights mix and stir

one day you'll regret those words

"just one hit"

is all you said

and now you need twenty just so your not dead

dead within, self-pity a nightmare

face reality.

wake up.

GAME OVER.

Take the time your sitting there sober

Now look in the mirror

Your skin is rotting and sinking in

Your once good body, is now fragile and thin

Your breath smells like rotting teeth

For twelve days you've had nothing to eat

Your eyes are baggy and your skin is breaking out

You really look dead

Cause this is what meths all about..

METH=DEATH

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Chaos is the orderless refuge

A place we cannot refuse

Though we run and avade it's lawless ways

We must accept our darkest days

For without rough tides and storms of life

We could never really appreciate light

Perfection is a ugly existence

So why from the dark do we show resistence?

Chaos is the art we paint

A glorious battle of sinners and saints

Without the crimson doom to prevail

Were just a lonely boat set sail

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Does it hurt?

That your far away

And I don't need you

A distant memory

Fading to black

Does is hurt?

That I never loved you

You sick fuck

Your hands VIOLATING

My heart your ANNIALATING

I'll shit in your wound

Does it hurt?

It makes me sick

You twisted fool

Unworthy of children

Unworthy of love

Do you enjoy

Making them hate you

Degrate you?

Does it hurt?

I could care care less.

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 shadows...

Calling out to me

Drowning me in infinite sorrow

I feel so safe now...

Shrouded by my coward self

Watching as my life burns and melts

I guess this is how I learned to swim

Floating in an empty void.

Choking up all the noise

I'm reaching out to touch you.

I'm reaching cause I need you

Your the only one that's real

The only one I feel

Tonight I'll sing a new song

Cause the rain is where I belong

We'll face this storm together

Tonight I'll sing forever

I can't fathom what I was thinking

I swam until I was sinking

I never should have pushed you away

I regret that year to this day

All the things I left for love

Put in vain just for a drug

Haunting me when I sleep

Praying that we'll fully mend

I'll never let this happen again

Your the only one that's real

The only one I feel

Tonight I'll sing a new song

Cause the rain is where I belong

We'll face this storm together

Tonight I'll sing forever

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 05, 2019 ⏰

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