"Who knew one person could change your whole life forever by just one look in the eyes. Well let me be the first to say it happens because it happened to me. Let me take y'all back to where it all began..." - Jania Jackson
• Started : 1/3/19 - Finis...
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I laid in the bed, staring at the wall, trying to figure out how I'm going to work up the courage to leave.
And when I say leave, I meant for good
Kentrell went to the studio earlier this morning so I was home alone. This was my time to get out
I grabbed my purse, my phone, and my charger. I quickly jogged down the stairs going toward the front door
My palm was sweaty and my hands were shaking uncontrollably
I quickly grabbed the door knob, snatched it open only revealing nobody
Thank you god .
I jetted out the front door getting into the Mercedes Benz Kentrell bought me, immediately driving to the nearest hotel
I ran into the hotel, ordered me a room, and went into the room. Making sure I locked the door.
I slumped onto the bed and let the water works stream down my face like a waterfall
"Lulu I need you more than ever right now" i said referring to my grandmother that dies when I was younger
We were so close, I felt like she was the only one there for me when I need her. When she died, that really hurt my soul. One of the worst days of my life
"I'm always here for you my sweet girl" i heard a voice that sounded exactly like my grandmother's but how and she was dead
"Gra-grandma" I said sitting up in the bed, wiping my stray tears away only revealing a transparent vision of her sitting in the chair across from me
I quickly jumped off the bed, running into her arms, making her wrapped them around me
Just feeling her wrap her soft arms around me again, it made me feel at home and safe > something I haven't felt in a long time
"Lulu im so sorry. I-I'm so stupid" I said crying onto her shoulder
"It's okay sweetie. And your not stupid you were just stupidly in love with someone" she said gently caressing my back
We talked for a while until a knock at the door caught me off guard
I stayed quiet hoping they would go away. But they didn't. They only knocked harder
I slowly walked to the door. Looking out the peep hole only to see Kentrell. I felt anxiety take over my body
"Pull yourself together Nene. You got this. I love you" my Lulu said before disappearing into smoke
I snatched the door open seeing a Kentrell with bloodshot red eyes.
"What do you want" I asked sternly, holding the door to where he could only see my face
"Let me in" he said look at me. Yep with those same sparkling eyes
"No." I said trying to close the door but he stopped it with his foot
"Mov-." I was cut off by him pushing hisself into the room making me fall back and my head hit the floor. Soon making my vision blurry
He snatched my head up by my hair and pulled me out into the hallway
"Kentrell. your. hurting. me" I said going in and out of consciousness
He didn't respond.
He just stood me up on my feet and started to pull me by my shirt
I don't know why. I don't know where he was trying to take me. I don't know. I don't know
"Kentrell stop" I said pulling back making my jacket and shirt start to come off
I soon picked me up and body slammed me onto the ground.
Ouch! That hurt so bad
I sat there for a moment before he started yelling at me
"Get the fuck up" he yelled, making me jump up like nothing happened. The tears stopped coming a while ago. They weren't helping me. Nobody was
"You don't run from me Nene" he said before somebody snatched me into a pitch black room.
