I have tons of friends.
But none of them see.
I say I care about them.
They say they care about me.
But no one sees the pain behind my eyes.
Because I never open up.
No one knows how often I tell these lies.
I choose to let life suck.
I choose to hurt
I am fucked
I am screwed
And I am in pain
And I want it all to end.
But I swear I have tons of friends.
Today, my bestie,
He said to me,
That he wasn't happy,
When he was around me.
And he didn't even know,
That he had told me such.
So I didn't show,
That he hurt me so much.
I can not reveal,
The pain that is inside.
I never show what I feel.
In no one I confide.
I let it build up
Boil over
Burn me
From the inside out
Burn me
But I do not cry out
Burn me
While I am still alive
Burn me
But I do not cry
Where anyone can see
But I am burning
Surely some one can see
I am burning
I am fucked
I am hurting
I am screwed
And I am in pain
And I want it all to end.
But I swear I have friends
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Peaceful Darkness
PoetryCollection of depressing poetry This is my story. My life laid out for you. Take from it what you will. This story is CONTINUED in "When The Sun Rises You May Ne Burned "
