"How was your flight sweetheart?" My mom asked, helping me put my bags in her car.
"Is slept the whole way so I guess it was pretty good." I smiled, closing the trunk and climbing into the backseat of the car.
"Hey Sunshine." Aunt Catherine said, looking at me through the mirror in the visor. "How are you doing?"
"I'm great aunty."
"So tell me, who are these boys that I keep seeing on your YouTube channel?" She asked turning around in her seat as my mom pulled out of the parking garage.
"Oh, Ethan and Grayson?" I asked, pretending to not know what she was talking about. "They're just some good friends of mine."
I remembered the dream that I had on the plane and bit my lip.
"It sure seems like you like that one with the dangly earring a whole lot more than just a friend."
"No. Just friends." I sighed, laying my head against the window and watching the scenery pass by.
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HalesLottie: finished shopping and now we're heading to Times Square. Wish us luck 💕
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Morrganics: have fun in nyc without me -rylandadams: stop being so bitter
User1: happy new year Hales!
User3: we're so close to 2 million sunflowers. Maybe will hit it for the new year!! Love you 😍
User7: I was just on a plane with her and the twins, I have tea on her and Gray. (Check out my story)
_emmachamberlain: I miss you already. Come back soon 😭 -HalesLottie: I'll be back tomorrow night 😭
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HalesLottie: 2018 was one of the greatest years of my life and I'm so ready for what 2019 has in store for me and the most important people in my life. I'm extremely tired but I'm keeping a positive attitude (at least for one day) I'll have a video up in the next day or two about my NYE experience and I hope you all are doing well. I love each and every single one of you. Happy 2019 my sunflowers 💕
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Jamescharles: we love a natural sister. Hurry up and get back to LA. It's boring here without you ♥️
_emmachamberlain: hurry up babes. I miss you 😭
Morrganics: hi yes, remember me, your friend? Please come hang out with me when you get home?
User9: why is she so pretty? I'm hurt. It's not fair 😭
I really, honestly, truly forgot what it's like to ride a plan by yourself. It's terrifying. And the overwhelming amount of turbulence did not help. Honestly, I'm just terrible at being by myself.
After spending forty five minutes looking for my luggage, I was finally on my way back to my car. I needed to have a day with the girls and James so I texted Morgan and Emma to see if they wanted to come over. I just really need to eat ten pound of ice cream and eat my feelings.
Morrgy 😍 Of course bb. I'll be these when you get there.
Wifey 💕 You already know I'm already on my way.
"Okay. Spill the tea." James said walking into my room with a hand full of snacks.
"What happened with Grayson? Did you make a move?" Emma asked, reaching for the bad of pretzels.
"Wait. You like Grayson?" Morgan asked, taking the cheese its.
"Where have you been Morgan? She's liked him for a while now." James said.
"Wow. Thanks for telling me. I feel the love."
"Anyway," I said, taking back the conversation. "I had a dream."
"Like a sex dream?" Emma asked.
"Can relate." James said. I turned to look at him and glared.
"No guys. It was a normal dream." I explained. "Only it felt so real. And it was so nice."
"Well what happened?" Morgan asked.
"Basically, our flight was delayed and we had to make our own little Times Square countdown. And there may or may not have been a midnight kiss. But then I woke up and we weren't delayed and I hadn't kissed him and it's pissing me off." I said covering my face with one of my pillows and screaming into it to blow off steam.
"Why don't you just tell him how you feel? It's been like an entire year now that you've been holding your feelings in." James said.
"I'm just afraid it's going to mess everything up. I have a limited amount of friends as it is, I don't want to upset the balance of things." I said, sitting up and unwrapping an oatmeal cookie, biting into it angrily. I was so upset that I couldn't even enjoy and oatmeal cookies, which made me even angrier.
"Bullshit. I'm giving you until the end of the month to make a move or I'm doing it for you." Emma said.
"I agree. You need to do something. You don't want to end up like me. Lonely and alone." Morgan said, dramatically falling back on my bed.
"You're not even two years older than us Morgan." I said laughing.
@haleslottie: a night with James, Morgan, and Emma was exactly what I needed to think and reflex upon things. 2019 is already off to a good start. New video will be up tomorrow at 9am pst. 10k likes; 2k retweets
Sorry this one is on the shorter side and all over the place. Also sorry (not sorry) for the cliffhanger of the last chapter not being resolved. Give me a few chapters. I have ideas if you'll just be patient with me.
