BTS Song Oneshots

Epiphany | NamJin

It's so odd, I loved you so much for sure

I adapted myself entirely to you, I wanted to live for you

But as I kept doing so, I became unable to bear the storm inside my heart

I got to fully reveal my true self under the smiling mask

We've been dating secretly for maybe 6, or maybe it's been 7 years now. Namjoon or as the world knows him as Rap Monster and he is the leader/ translator for our K-pop group, BTS....but anyways he thought it was too risky to go public with our dating each other, but we both agree to our bandmates as well as Big Hit Entertainment that we were dating though. Anyways at this point I don't feel like myself anymore and it's like i'm wearing a mask now. And every fanmeet or concert just gets harder for me but I try to bear it, but my heart hurts from being in love with him.

I'm the one I should love in this world

The shining me, the precious soul of mine

I realize only now, so I love me

Though I'm not perfect, I'm so beautiful

I'm the one I should love

I love Namjoon I do, but along the way I forgot to love myself, you know? I forgot that beautiful even though I hear Namjoon tell me that I am every time we are alone, which isn't too much as of late since we are very busy at the moment with being on tour, as well as our tv appearances. Anyways J-Hope says I have to be patient and trust Namjoon, but I'm not perfect even if I have a precious soul. And again I need to love myself as much as Namjoon loves me.

I want to love them in this world

The shining me, the precious soul of mine

I realize only now, so I love me

Though I'm not perfect, I'm so beautiful

I love the world and I want the world to love my love for Namjoon, as well as his love for me. But I just have to wait, I guess? So I'll just keep loving myself , as well as loving him in secret as I have for all this time which is fine....for now...Just have mercy on my precious of my soul, please? Anyways SeokJin loves himself the most now.

I'm the one I should love

I'm the one I should love

I'm the one I should love

Maybe I should just love me and only me, since it hurts to love Namjoon who act like I'm just a hyung to him, but in private I'm warming his bed every night. But I love him more then myself, I guess? As I said before I'm not perfect, but I am beautiful though. Anyways I love Namjoon more than I love myself....Sorry to my heart and soul...