that night on the escape
i didn't feel like speaking
i leaned my head on the railing
and felt like numbing the pain.
"i wrote about you" jean told me
"you won't see it but you should know"
"why won't i see it?" i asked
"because maybe you wouldn't like what i wrote
and you wouldn't believe that that's what i really see
so until you are ready
for me to show you your beauty
i'll keep writing and though it's barely
possible to capture you in a sentence
i will give my best"
i felt a tug on my heart
and a smile on my lips
and i regretted all the cuts
on my hips.
"will anyone see them?"
"no. i don't want people to see you
through my eyes and
take you away. i am a selfish man."
and at those words
i forgot all about today
"i will maybe write about you too" i told him
"nah. i'm not the one to write about."
and that's where he was wrong
because he was so much
and so much more
with his daunting appearance
and sky like eyes
and his pale lips
and the beautiful pain.
though i was the one
to deny pain as beautiful
in him i saw
beauty like in no other
and then i realized
what he meant
when he said that he wouldn't let anyone see
what he does in me
because if anyone saw in him
what i do
they would take him away
and if it was possible
i'd glue myself to him
and never let him leave me.
but i could never tell him that.
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fire escape
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