i took your indecisiveness
as a lack of interest,
you say you like me
but leave me in the dust.
you find a way to hurt my feelings everyday,
whether it's from the things you do
or the shit you say.
i feel as though i'll never be enough to you.
i'm climbing mount everest in a swimsuit.
i waste my time overthinking the day's events,
my days mean nothing without you.
it's pathetic really.
i don't think i need you anymore.
though you never loved me so what does it matter?
everything i do is in vain,
and i'm tired of waiting for a boy who
does not even know my name.
