7 Steps Closer To You

Naniniwala ka ba na ang mga girls ay may strong instincts pagdating sa mga bagay-bagay?

Because if you asked me if I believed it..

Yes, I do.

I'm a wise girl. I know in myself na ilang beses na at bilang na bilang ko pa ang times na pinaglalapit tayo ni tadhana. Really ? Naniniwala ka din ba dun ?

I don't know, ma's may tiwala ako na alam ni God yun. Na may reason kung bakit pinagtatagpo kami sa hindi inaasahang panahon at sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon. It felt weird tho.

Oo nga naman pala. Pa'no mo naman kasi masasabi na sya talaga knowing that you have that kind of ' strong instincts ' thingy?

Napatigil ako ng ilang sandali. Pinikit ko ng mariin ang aking mga mata at sinimulan kong isipin kung bakit sa tingin ko ay sya na talaga. Sigurado ako. Higit pa sa sure.

My grandmom always told me that ' Fate will always prepare us for a great mission but we are unaware. '  Na there will be some steps that are connected; and you both are fully present in that step. Yung andyan na pala sya, hindi mo lang nga talaga napapansin.

Isang pang hirit nya, na ' What's meant to be will always find it's way for you to get closer with him. '   O diba! Englishera lola nyo.

I knew it. No one can search it but ourselves. No one can and no one may. Tayo na mismo ang dapat mag-take ng step sa path na alam mong sigurado ka. At sigurado ako dito.

Correct me, if I'm wrong pero do you wait for things to happen, or do you make them happen yourself? I'm sorry but I certainly believe in writing my own story.

February 15, 2005
6 years old. The day we first met. Ito ang araw na pinaka-ayokong maalala dahil sa isang trahedyang ito'y nakasama pala kita.

April 3, 2010
Limang taon na. Limang taon na ang lumipas noong nalaman ko ang isa sa mga pinaka-iniiwasan kong balita na sana'y pedeng ako nalang yun pero andyan ka't umalalay pa.

June 7 , 2013
Di ko alam. Hindi ko alam na ito na pala yun pero hindi ko napapansin. Strange isn't?

August 14, 2017
Una. Hindi unang nakita, kundi unang nakilala.

September 5, 2017
Not sure. Nag-dal'wang isip pero sumulong parin. I'm beginning to doubt myself pero tin-ry ko parin.

September 23, 2017
Off. Something's off. I want to take one step but I'm still not sure. Somehow in myself urges me to do it and yep.

October 18, 2017.
D-Day. Does fate control our lives, or are we the master? I tried to think about it again but I lost. Some believe that right from the day that we are born, it's our fate that drives us, leading us to where we are today.

Will both of our hearts find it's own way for us to find ourselves where we truly lives or my step will be the way on keeping ourselves away to the things that is not meant to be?

But I'm ready to take that step.

I'm Vayne Millicent Buenavilla. And I'm ready to take that seven steps closer to you.