BTS Angst //completed//

KN- who are you?

Who are you?
It's one question I ask myself whenever I looked in the mirror

I kept looking and degrading my body like it was a useless object and that i was just a mistake to this world

I couldn't believe what i had done

I look from my face and saw a scar but it wasn't just the scar i saw
To everyone,, it is a birthmark but it wasnt

Looking at myself,, thinking that when have I lost so much weight,, looked so pale 

I kept looking down till my hands
It was something I couldn't even imagine that i was be with it,, especially on my hands

looking down to the clothes I wear which was normal white

I was surrounded by walls of white,, a room filled with emptiness and despair 

I looked at the picture of us and think to myself

I feel like I am someone different,, I am not who I am anymore and that I don't know who I really am

I feel weird

I feel different

I feel like someone changed in me

I feel that I am inevitable for some reason

I feel...

Flashback to Two months ago

I was laying on my couch,, in front of the television,, cuddling with my stuffed bear

munching onto some snacks which was placed on the table and well it was very convenient

 I was waiting on the couch while waiting for my...

The sound of keys rattling echoed through the hallway and  the door opened revealing...