I guess I was just one of many
But a conscience or second thoughts
Do you have any?
I suppose not
So many girls you could pick
A long line waiting for your love
And it honestly makes me sick
How you play their hopeful hearts
Feelings so genuine and pure
Lovesick and craving you
Without a cure
Unable to stop
And you're fully aware of the attention
You know how much they want you
You know full well of their affection
And you act as if you return what they feel
You play them, do you laugh?
Watching as they believe in your words?
And as their hearts get ripped in half?
Is that who you are?
I thought you were perfect, I thought you were kind
How horribly wrong I was
To think you'd be the best I'd ever find
I didn't know you
All the time I wasted
Wondering about your embrace
And the way your kiss would've tasted
I'll never know
My just mended heart
Is breaking again
Coming apart
Piece by piece
A tear, a rip, painful at first
Then going unnoticed
Until it becomes its worst
And I'm left with a sudden pile of pieces
I'm a fool for thinking
This time would be different
But now my spirits are sinking
Crashing to the bottom of this lonely sea
I'll force a smile
Onto my face
And for a while
Pretend I'm okay
But the worst part
About all this
Is that you still have my heart
Despite what you did
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Yeah, well, this was about that crush of mine.
Let's just say, I don't think there will be anything between me and him.
Hope you liked my poem :) thank you so much for reading!
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