Bachelor Series #7:His Temptress (COMPLETED)

Chapter 19

Reyanne Honey Diega

"The heck?"

Kunot noong sambit ni Kristine nang sabihin ko sakanya ang nangyari a month ago.

"So hindi mo pa sasabihin sakin hangga't hindi ako nakakadalaw sayo rito?"

Kunot noong tanong niya, Napakagat labi akong tumango.

"I forgot to tell you, I was distracted with Emori."

I spouted, Kristine rolled her eyes on me.

"Really? With Emori? Eh bakit naulit? You just told me you couldn't even remember how many times you had sex with him within this month after what happened on their hacienda, It's just a temporary marriage Reyanne, I'm not against if something will go on with you two, But I am too your psychiatrist at the same time, your long time friend Attorney Diega, Paano kung mabuntis ka? Are you sure kaya mo na? You haven't fully recovered from your trauma yet Reyanne, I'm worried that your emotional state won't take it, that your condition might be triggered, baka maipahamak mo nanaman ang sarili mo."

Kristine ranted, natahimik ako roon. Just what are you thinking Reyanne?

"Don't forget your logic Reyanne, I just hope your actions won't fire back to you, pulling you into the darkness again. Masyaso ng mahaba ang laban mo, and I'm telling you this again kahit paulit ulit na. Sarili mo lang ang makakapag ahon sayo, Yes I can help you, I've been with you on this battle for years pero nasasaiyo parin yan, please be careful, I don't want to see a strong woman like you, wrecked again, unti unti ka palang nakakabangon, It's okay to take risks, it may help yet could wreck you again, so bad... Don't let your heart loose any piece again, Refrain your heart from anything that could break it for now, hangga't hindi ka pa tuluyang nakakarecover..."

I sighed, Kristine is right, I don't want to be on that state again.

"Yes, I'm sorry..."

I said sincerely, She shooked her head on me saka ngumiti saakin.

"It's okay to fall inlove, but please do it slowly, Dahan dahanin mo lang, and please try to let go of your past already, masyado ng matagal ang paghihirap mo..."

She said on a worried tone visible on her voice.

"I'm not falling inlove with him Kristine, I can't, We both know na aalis rin ako, yes dadalaw dalawin ko parin si Emori, But I won't be here permanently."

I said, Napatango tango lamang ito.

"Next ka nga pala lilipat sa states noh?"

She spouted, Tinanguan ko naman ito.

"Yes, my papers are now in process, I will be staying at my pent house there, I think I need this for a better career and who knows? I might be able to recover on my condition..."

I sighed harshly.

"Staying here makes me remember the pain I've been suffering for years..."

I uttered with sadness, visible on my voice. Kristine's expression became soft.

"I think you're just running away, saka paano si Emori?"

Kristine asked, Napahilot nalamang ako saaking sintido.

"I will still visit him ofcourse, he won't need me that much anyway, Lucas is there, I trust him, I know he could handle him."

I uttered, Napahugot ng marahas na hininga si Kristine saka ako inirapan.

"Gaga! Ofcourse he will need you, you're his mother, well atleast ikaw ang kinikilala niya."

Marahas akong napabuntong hininga.