Troubled Youth

Goodbye

BILLY'S POV:
I pulled up in my driveway no one home oh this is stupid, I walk up to the door unlocking it, slamming it shut as I walk into the kitchen I find our family hidden stock of alcoholic beverages. I ended up drinking way too much then I should have I stumbling upstairs going into my room setting at my dresser stand thing. I found a notebook and pencil as I started to write my suicide note taking sips of the alcohol beverage I had beside me
Dear whoever,
Everything is my fault I have no right to blame anyone else, I messed up my life from day one and when I seen my mother's body collapse in front of me I thought I felt everything, well turns out I just recently did haha I know right this probably sucks but I don't want to be here anymore. I feel like I should've done this sooner, but who knows right so I'm about to swallow a shit ton of pills, and I just want y'all to know no one is there for you no matter the circumstance or consequences their just not. But I'm not sorry for doing this.
                                  Goodbye
After I finished the note I set there for a minute or two, I drank the rest of the bottle taking the pills and I heard the doorbell ring. I grab the notebook and stumbled downstairs, I opened the door revealing All of the guys.
"Help" I mumbled just realizing I don't want to die I toss the book as I feel to my knees then hitting my head everything felt in slow motion, then everything was black.
COY'S POV:
We all were coming to Billy's house, I explained to the guys how Britt stole my phone labeling her contact and texting me. Now I just needed to explain it to her hopefully she's okay, I know it hurt her just by the way she was acting. We pull up in her driveway it was currently 7:45pm none of her lights were on
"Do you think she's home?" Ian asked
"She has to be" I say Charlie is still a bit pissed with me but I would be to we all go up to her door I ring the bell waiting as we heard noises like someone was falling over everything.
She opens the door and we got a big smell of alcohol she mutter
"Help" as she tossed the notebook she was holding Charlie grabbed the notebook she fell to her knees as her head hit the floor I ran as fast as I could to her and comforted her as much as I could,
"This is a suicide note" Charlie yells
"Everyone get in the fucking car, coy carry her to the car now" Charlie screamed at us as we did what we were told we rushed in the car and Charlie started it up flying towards the hospital
"If we don't get there in time she will die" Cameron yells in frustration
"Wait we can't take her to the hospital they'll put her in a psych ward" Ian says I'm looking at everyone Charlie pulls over
"Your right we have to make her throw up" Danny says they all looked at me oh god okay
I grabbed billy and got out of the car we were at the park so it was okay. I open up her mouth sticking my finger down her throat, it didn't work
"It's not working!" I yell
"Do it at least 3 more times" Charlie screamed at me I did as I was told I stuck my fingers towards the back of her throat and she finally throws up I sighed rubbing my head
BILLY'S POV:
I started throwing up over and over again, I was so light headed I look up to coy who just saved my life.
"Why'd you save me" I asked as he tried standing me up
"What do you mean why'd I save you" he asked
"Why you why not one of them" I asked
"Will talk about this when we get to your house" he said trying to get me to walk I passed out in his arms my legs not wanting to work right.