He was a busy man. He always came home late. You tried to understand his work. Sometime its made you worried. So , you always asked how was him like everyday.
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Morning.
You were preparing breakfast. You were done with decoration on namjoon toast. You cut the carrot in to heart shape. You make his favourite coffee. You tried to cheer him up every morning.
After that, you went to your share room to call namjoon. The door was opened. You were about to entered the room but he mentioned your name. You stop and stood against the wall.He was on his phone.
"Y/n? She is annoying lately..i don't know i am getting tired of her" namjoon said. You were suprised with his word.
"Break up? I don't know.. i will wait until the right time to tell her" he said again. Its made your heart crack. He did not appreciate you.
"Y/n always text me and call me. Its distracting me from work. Can she act like your girlfriend? Always care but give time if needed to?" Namjoon said. You tried to hold your tears. You walked back to the kitchen.
You tried to focus to other thing. You do not like to fight. You tried to calm yourself first. You took a deep breath. Your tears almost gathered in your eyes.
"Baby.." namjoon said. He approached you to give you kiss. You block him with your hand.
"Not now..i am busy" you said. You act like you busy cleaning the kitchen. He just stared at you.
"I will come home late today" namjoon said. You 'hummed' as response. He sat at the dining table. He saw decoration on his toast.
"You did this? Its cute" namjoon said and smiled. You just show your expressionless face.
"You have a lot of work right? You should eat faster and go to work" you said. You continune cleaning the stove. He can felt something different but he just thought you got you period.
"You are on period? Want me buy something for you?"namjoon asked.
"You have my period tracker. You can see it" you said. Yep.
Namjoon installed period tracker apps in his phone. So he will know when he need to buy something or help you. He opened the apps. Your period day was still far away.
"You are not period" he said. You ignored him. He sighed.
"I gotta go" he said. He approached you again. He hold your hand to make you looked at him. You looked at him. He wanted to kissed your forehead. You turned your head.
"Oh i forgot to do laundry" you said. You left him alone in the kitchen. He sighed. He finally left.
You felt relieved. You sat on the chair to calm yourself down. Its really hard to react cold infront of the person you adore for 2 years. You love namjoon so much.
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Namjoon's studio
Suga was sitting beside namjoon. Suga realized that namjoon always checked his phone. Suga was curious.
"What are you checking on your phone?" Suga asked. Namjoon sighed.
"At this time , y/n always send me a text. She always asked how am i doing and she always told me she love me and don't overwork. But...she did not text me..this morning she ignore me too" namjoon said.
"On period?" Suga asked.
"No..she just finished 4 days ago..is there something wrong?" Namjoon asked himself.
"Lets work on this first okay?" Suga said. Namjoon nodded.
Both of them work on the song until its noon. It was lunch time. You should be sending a text to stop him from work and rest for a little bit. He was still working without looking at the time. Then , he stop.
"Wah.. that was a great beat" namjoon said. He looked at his watch. He was suprised. Its already 2 p.m. He stared at his phone. There was no notification.
"Still none?" Suga asked. Namjoon shooked his head.
"Its weird. She will call you at noon always" suga said.
"I know..its really weird. I already used to the notification she gave" namjoon said.
"Are you talking about something that upset her?" Suga asked. Namjoon shooked his head.
"I guess no" namjoon said. Suga just pouted because he did not know to solve namjoon problem.
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2 weeks later.
Its been 2 weeks you ignore his hug , kiss , cuddle ,text and call. Namjoon did not like it at all. Even on his off day , you will act like he was invisible. He hate it so much.
He was working again at home. He sat on the bed. His back against the bed head. His laptop on his lap with his headphone.
You came in the room. You just looked at your phone. Its annoyed namjoon. He close his laptop. He removed his earphone to the lamp table.
"Baby?" He called. You looked at him.
"Please tell me whats wrong. You were acting differently. It is not okay to me" namjoon said. You pretend to yawned.
"Sorry namjoon. I am sleepy.. lets talk tomorrow" you said. You put away your phone. You get under the blanket , your back facing him and pretend to sleep. You just called his name. You usually called his sweet name. Thats made him suprised.
Suddenly , you felt his arm around your waist. His face right at the back of your head. His body was close to yours. Its so warm. You heard soft sobs.
"I hate it when i just can hug you when you were asleep" namjoon whispered to not wake you up. He tried to be silence.
"I love you" namjoon said. You wanted to turnt your body facing him.
"No don't broke this hug please. I beg you" namjoon said with his sobs
"I am trying to face you" you said. He was suprised. He loose his arm. You turnt face him. You saw his red eyes and nose.
"You haven't sleep yet?" Namjoon asked. You shooked your head.
"Why are you doing this?" Namjoon asked.
"You said i was annoying. I distract your from work and i did not give you time that you need. So , now i tried to be less annoying to not distract you with work. I gave you plenty of time. Another one , we are going to break up. At least it did not really hurt when we separate" you said. You eyes started to watery. His tears fell so fast.
"No...." he said softly. He hide his face on your neck. You can felt his hot forehead.
"I don't want to break up with you. I am sorry...please forgive me..i am so sorry..i am sorry i hurt your feeling..punish me y/n..punish me being a bad boyfriend!" He said as he gave a hard slap on his own cheek. You can saw his cheek was red slowly turnt blue.
"Namjoon!" You said. You carressed his cheek. He was crying so bad. He hold your hand on his cheek.
"Don't pity me y/n. This is not enough than your feeling" namjoon said. You kissed his lips. You looked into his eyes.
"If i am hurting , i will never want you to get hurt too..don't hurt yourself..i love you so much like you love yourself" you said. You looked at his bruise cheek.
"Wait here. I get you the ice" you said. He hug you tighter.
"Don't go" he said. You kissed him again.
"I need the ice to decrease the sting my love. Don't worry. I will never leave you" you said. He nodded. He let you go.
