Take me Home #Under Major Editing#

Chapter 40

Okay.. we are at the last few chapters of Take me Home. It's been a really long trip and I wanna say thanks to all my readers. :)

this chappy is gonna need some serious editing when i'm done so please escuse me

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The screaming crowd gave me a rush as I waited in my dressing room. Everything is just perfect. I felt like I had a family for the very first time. I've got Kat, and Faith, and Sue, and Zayn, and Niall..

Niall.. the name alone was enough to dampen my spirits.

What am i gonna do about Niall?

Isighed heavily as i played with my football locket. I looked at the picture inside and smiled sadly. It's funny really, all this time I felt something for Niall, but I brushed it off because I felt something for all the boys. They'd been like the big brothers i've always wanted.. they'd been my best friends.

But Niall, he'd been my protector, my shoulder to lean on, my driving force..

Niall had been my everything.

I'd always just thought Niall had been my favourite, I'd never thought something would come out of it.

I'm in love with my best friend Niall Horan, but management, the boys, the paps or the fans will never allow me to.

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'Hey, Cammie.' Niall smiled cheerfully as he walked into my dressing room.

"Hiya Niall.' I plastered on  fake smile as I hugged him, burying my face in his t shirt.

"Nervous?"

"A little.'

Niall chuckled and kissed my forehead"It's not all  bad." after a short pause he added." Maybe we should tell the others after the show."

I froze. "What do you mean?"

"You know about.. us"

My eyes teared up as I pulled away from Niall. "Niall, there is no us.'

Now it was Niall's turn to freeze. "What do you mean Cammie?"
"We can't be together, okay?"
"NO! Not okay! I don't understand."

"What's not to understand?'

'Everything! Imean, why not?!"

"Beacuse you're Niall Horan and I'm just Zayn's baby cousin whose own mother never wanted her!"

"You're not just Zayn's cousin, you're a person and you deserve to be happy!''

Niall sighed. "Cammie-"

"People are gonna rip us apart Niall!"

"No they won't! I won't let them!"
"But they could Niall! They could!!!"

Niall sighed. "I can't just walk away from us Cammie.."

I sniffed. Tears are rolling down both our cheeks by this time. "I know. So I will..."

And I did.

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I'm evil i know.

the video on the side is the song cammie was singing. its called i am a bajan by rupee who as you can see is adorable