Emotionless Girl Bts Jeon Jungkook Fanfic [COMPLETED]

Chapter 9: He Left

*Next Day - Monday*
Y/n pov
i woke up, and jessica is still beside me sleeping, i don't want to go to school all my energy was gone, but i need him to explain why he didn't show up, i walk to the bathroom, i look at myself in the mirror and i look like a zombie, eyes red, swollen, puffy,
i don't really want to go to school but knowing jessica is here, that girl will really annoy me until i go to school, i taked a bath, wore some simple clothes, and a little make up, i got out and decided to drink some coffee first
i go to my favorite coffee shop, ordered my favorite coffee and sat outside, i will just go to school when I'm already late

*Few Minutes later - at school*
i took a deep breath and opened the door, everyone is writing and mrs. kim is lecturing, they stop what they're doing and i just walked to my seat, jessica was looking at me with a worried face, i walked pass by her and saw jungkook still wasn't there,
i sat and bow down my head,
few minutes later the door opened but i didn't dare to bring my face up
Mrs. kim: Ah so you're Jungkook's mom
i quickly shoot my head up when i heard that, the lady said something to mrs. kim that made her look at me and quickly look away, later the lady go out, mrs. kim was holding a paper and seemed sad, i was thinking maybe if i talked to jungkook's mom i will know where is he, so i excused myself to the bathroom, i went out and saw his mother still walking to the hallways i ran over her
Y/n: G-good morning mrs. jeon i bowed
Y/n: y-you're jungkook's mom right, m-may i ask where is he?
she held both of my shoulders
Mrs. Jeon: you must be y/n
Y/n: h-how do you know me?
Mrs.Jeon: jungkook always tell me that there's this so special girl to her and that's you
at this point my eyes are getting watery
Mrs. Jeon: i just want to say thank you y/n for making my son happy
she gave me a letter
Mrs. Jeon: you will know inside this paper where's jungkook
i can see that she's about to cry so she left, i went to the rooftop to read the letter peacefully, once i'm there i slowly opened the paper
this is what written inside:

To my beautiful y/n
when you read this, probably my mom gave it to you means i already left, yes i left i went to america i'm sorry if i didn't tell you and i didn't came in our friendly date, i set that date up because there i want to tell you that i really love you, please don't continue your habit when i wasn't still transfered in your school, i know everything y/n, your brother told me, why you're like that, why you don't talk to people, why your emotionless, and i don't want that to happen again just because i left, i just want you to know even if i'm not there i want you to continue your life, once again I LOVE YOU

your bunny,
Jungkook

Y/n: BUT YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS JEON JUNGKOOK AND THEN YOU JUST LEFT!!
i shouted and started crying, later the door opened and there's bangtan and jessica with a worried face
Jess: Y/n what happened
Y/n: h-he left, HE LEFT ME!
i continued sobbing, she hugged me and saw the letter, she took it and read it, after reading it she passed it to the boys and they read it, i can see that suga is really mad, he gave the letter back to me and left
Jin: yah suga where are you going?

*FLASHBACK*
MRS. JEON'S POV
i'm now going to tell jungkook's teacher of what happened to jungkook, i knocked on the door and opened it
Mrs. kim: yes ma'am what do you need?
Mrs. jeon: oh are you mrs. kim jungkook's teacher?
Mrs. Kim: oh yes that's me
me: i'm jungkook's mom
Mrs. Kim: ah so you're jungkook's mom
Me: yes i'm just here to tell you that i lowered my voice
me: that he went to america to be operated, is there a student named Min Y/n here?
she looked at a student and i glanced at her
Me: please don't ever tell her why did jungkook go to America
mrs. kim: why?
me: jungkook didn't want to tell her, then is there a student named jessica jung here?
she nodded
Me: please gave this to her secretly, it's from jungkook tell her that whatever's inside that paper don't her ever tell it to y/n
i said and hand her a letter, she just nodded and i left

*End of flashback - present*
i was still walking to the hallways finding suga, then i saw him running when he saw me he stopped
Suga: auntie where's your son? i need to talk to him
me: you can't suga, he already left, but he gave me this
i handed him a letter that jungkook wrote for him
Me: please read it when you're alone, you'll know inside that why he left, and whatever is inside that letter don't you ever tell it to y/n, because jungkook didn't want her to know why he left, thanks suga for everything
and i left

*Three Months Later*
Y/n pov
everything changed, i was back to being emotionless, always skip lunch at school, sometimes not going to school, i will just eat if i'm hungry, always locked to my room, my phone ringed i look at the ID caller and it's Jessica I picked it up

*on the phone*
Jess: hey y/n how are you?
Me: fine, why did you called?
Jess: well..... i have something to tell you
me: what is it?
jess: i-i'm going to new york
me: w-what?
jess: and
me: and what?
jess: i want you to come with me
me: w-what w-why?
jess: i want you start a new life with me there, i can't stand it seeing you being hurt, i will take care of you there, and i will never leave you there, so are you coming with me?
me: yeah
jess: pack your things now, we will leave at night

and she hunged up
jessica was right, i should move on and start a new life, i can't be like this forever just because he left me, i started packing my things

*At night*
i heard a car honk i look at the window and there's jessica, i took my things and went down
Suga: Jessica what are you doing here?
Jessica: i'm here to pick y/n up
Suga: pick y/n up? why? where are you two going?
me: i'm leaving suga
he turned around and saw me with my things, he started crying
Suga: y-you're not l-leaving me right
he said and hold my hands
Y/n: i'm sorry suga, but let's just forget that we've become siblings
i removed my hands on him and walked outside to Jessica's car

suga: w-where are you taking her?
jess: to new york, we will make a new start there i can't stand it seeing her suffering this three months that's why i want her to start a new life there with me, don't worry suga i will take care of her, don't mind what she said i just want you to know that she really loves you, take care of yourself okay?
jessica left and went inside the car and drove to the airport

*10 years later*

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A/N: I-I KNOW IT MAY BE SOUND WEIRD BUT I REALLY CRIED WHILE WRITING THIS😭JUNGKOOK WHY??? RM STOP CUTTING ONIONS!! WELL HERE'S CHAPTER 9, SORRY IF YOU CRIED, WELL IF YOU CRIED