I'll Bring You To My World

Chapter 33

Bea's Pov

So I am here outside of the building ng work ni Jia and she said na malapit na daw matapos yung meeting niya kaya i choose to wait nalang muna dito sa car ko. So while waiting i browse muna my phone. then nagvibrate naman ang phone ko and to my surprise, Jho texted me.

"You ok there?"

She just texted me for three words, but that three words was really different. It made my heart skipped just for a while. Im inlove to Jho  and I don't know what to do because Maddie is inlove to me. I don't want to hurt someone ng dahil lang mas pipiliin ko ang happiness ko. For me, I am most happy if i see my company happier than me. And it really hurts me a lot that i lost the person who is really important to me and it is Maddie. Nawala siya sa akin at nasaktan ko siya dahil sa kasiyahan ko.

"No worries because i'm super fine."

So after i texted Jho, Jia called me naman that she's outside na pala at their building so i rushed my car papunta sa labas ng mainentrance nila.

Then Jia enterred at the shotgun seat. Then she placed her things at back of the car.

"Problema niyong dalawa ni Maddie? diko siya macontact...bakit?" Hindi ko nalang siya pinansin and i turned myself driving.

"Kausapin mo nga ako Beatriz! You and Maddie act like kids. Hello? ang close niyo to each other tapos ngayon... Ano bang pinagawayan niyo ha?" Then Jia's voice started to raise and I'm used to it because everytime na me and Maddie isn't good, is siya ang referee namin as always. But this fight? i don't think so na makapagaayos pa kami ni Mads but even if hopeless paman? I will try my best na magkabati ulit kami.

"Siguro Ji, Our friendship is over." Yan nalang ang tanging nasabi ko at nagulat naman siya.

"No bei! Maaayos niyo pa yan." So after ng conversation namin sa car is we go inside na to the restaurant that Jia choosed. Our food is serve then we started eating. Then after naming kumain is we go na to our topic.

"What was really the problem between you and Maddie, Bea? Tell me the whole details because Maddie told me yesterday when she called that you will be having a dinner daw sa bahay nila with tita and tito. Then? What happened next?" So i tell her na lahat lahat simula nung pagdating ni Maddie at Thirdy sa bahay nang surprise and pati nadin yung dinner namin sa bahay kela Mads.

"So you are inloved na kay Jho?" Yes I do.

"Uhm? Yes?" Then she just gave me a confusing look.

"Why are you not sure? Just tell me the truth Bei. Are you really inloved to Jho?" Yes, I really do.

"Yes Ji and I don't know what to do." Ok I really don't know if I can go into relationship but sometimes i can see myself being together with Jho.

"But how?" Hayyy! I don't know When did all this feeling started.

"I don't know but siguro influence na din yung palagi kaming magkasama sa bahay. Pero Ji she's different. Kapag magkasama kami, Masaya ako. I enjoy spending my whole day with her and I felt comfortable when ever I hold her hands. Whenever she's around, my cheeks relly turned into happiness na kahit magdamag pa akong magtrabaho, basta anjan lang siya? Masaya na ako and i felt strong na." Then para namang nagising siya pagkatapos kong magsalita.

"Damn! Isabel Beatriz De Leon! Your freakin inlove!" I guess so?

"Ji help me!!!!!!" I don't know what to do.

"I know that nasaktan mo si Maddie but alam din naman nating, alam na talaga niya na friends lang ang kaya mong ibigay sa kanya. Bei your heart chooses Jho but what's the thing? It's your happiness. Contented kaba na kapag nagmahal ka is hindi naman talaga yun yung magpapasaya sayo. Choose the thing that will make you happy Bei. Maiintindihan ka din ni Maddie someday and just wait kasi friendship will always stay." Jia with her words really lighten my mind.

"Anong gagawin ko Ji?" I know that Jia is really good in every serious topic and she's really trustworthy.

"Confess na to her bei then i will be the one to handle Maddie." Wait. What?! Bakit confess agad?

"Jia gusto ko siya pero hindi ko naman sinabing may aminang magaganap." Siguro takot lang ako sa commitment and isama mo din yung rejection? Honestly? Wala din talaga akong alam about sa relationship.

"Magcoconfess ka lang sa kanya Beatriz. Hindi ka naman manliligaw." Kaya ko nga ba?

"I don't think so that I can do that Ji." Yes, I don't know if kaya ko bang aminin kay Jho ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.

"Pero Bea wala namang mawawala kung aaminin mo sa kanya na mahal mo na pala siya. It depends kung lalayo ba siya sayo. But the important there is you confess to her." I don't know.

"What if she don't like me?" Oh come on! As far as I can remember, Jhoana is straight.

"My Bea is so torpe naman. Hayyy and so? Wala akong pake sa what if mo because Bea is charming for me. Kung hindi nga lang kita bestfriend o kung wala man nga akong Miguel baka nahulog na nga ako sayo eh." Lol! I can't imagine that thing though.

"Yeh I'm charming but hindi ako kasing strong tulad ni Miguel na nakaconfess sayo." And she just rolled her eyes to me.

"O come on BDL give me your swag." And now ako na yung nagrolled ng eyes sa kanya.

"Pero sabihin na nga nating makakaconfess na ako kay Jho sa feeling ko sa kanya pero I need to lose Maddie nga ba? Hay! she's my bestestfriend. Kayong dalawa. Ayokong mawala kayong dalawa sa akin." And she just pat my shoulder but she's still in her direction.

"I love You Bei. I Got you always. Tutulungan kita and tutulungan ko din si Maddie. I can be your referee because it's my duty as being your bestfriend." Perks of having a bestfriend na tatlo kayo is kapag nagaway yung dalawa, Referee naman yung isa.

"I hope that papansinin niya parin ako sa project namin." Pero what if hindi niya ko papansinin kapag nag work na kaming tatlo.

"Sus! baka doon pa nga kayo magkabati eh. Don't worry I got you, ok?" Hay.

"Ok." Sabi ko naman sa kanya.

"So anong plano mo?" Oh! I remember.

"Book me a ticket to Palawan please." And she just give me a confusing look.

"Wait? Your project will start na by Monday ah?" It's for me and Jho actually.

"Sasama ko kasi si Jho." And para namang kinilig siya sa sinabi ko.

"Damnnnnn! Magcoconfess na talaga ang Bea namin! Miguel will fetch me later eh. Mamaya nalang." And she just smiled at me.

"What? Why are you smiling like that?" She look so insane though.

"You know that I am so happy to you. Bagay na bagay talaga kayong dalawa ni Jho and wag mo siyang sasaktan because she's very nice and you are lucky kapag naging kayo na." Auhhhh! nakakapressure naman.

"Alam kong magbestfriend tayo pero nagbibigay kana diretso ng false alarm eh." And we just both laughed.

"Shempre hahahahahaha kaibigan kita eh." So pagkatapos naming magusap ni Jia is sinundo na siya ni Miguel.

So pauwi na ako ngayon sa condo ko. Kapag nakarating na kaming dalawa ni Jho sa Palawan. I will confess na to her. No taking back. Baka maagawan pa ako eh. Ah Basta! Bahala na.