February 14'19 - 12:49am

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VALENTINE'S DAY, HUH?
It's the most awaited day for humans.
Whether they are single or in a relationship or in love or in a affair, everybody secretly awaits for this day.
Up until last year, I was enjoying and expecting for this day to come even though I knew always that I won't be proposed to or receive flowers but still I was drenched in love flowing in the air from the people in love and it strangely made my day.

2019 is different.
I didn't even know today was Valentine's day and once I realized it was I had no excitement.
No day dreaming.
No wondering.
Just glued to my bed with all these anxiety and depression, hindering me to even eat, sleep or go out.
It's just an other day now
Just like yesterday
Just like day before yesterday
Just like the day it all started
Only difference is that,
The version of anxiety mixed with depression is upgraded.

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