Jin: Until you reply
I won't stop
Jin: I just want you to
accept my apology
You: I don't have to
accept anything, Jin
Jin: Omg finally
Jin: You've read all
my messages??
You: You wake
me up at night with
them
Jin: Sorry
Jin: But I need to
talk to you
Jin: I need to to
understand
You: Why? So you can
feel better about
yourself?
You: That's so selfish
Jin: No it's so you
can understand and
accept my apology
You: I won't ever
understand anything
except how selfish
you were
You: How you broke
your promises and
left me scared and alone
You: If Jungkook hadn't
asked Yuwei to message
me that time I would have
had no one
You: But that's ok for
you cause you got some
good sex from your
girlfriend right?
Jin: Y/N that's not what
this is about
You: Then what are you
trying to say sorry for?
You: You finally got
my attention, explain
Jin: I was wrong Y/N
You: For what
Jin: For
Jin: Leaving you all
alone when I promised
I wouldn't..
Jin: You're right
Jin: I fucked up so much
and you suffered because
of it
Jin: But I want to make
it better Y/N. I cant change
my mistakes but I can learn
from them and do better
Jin: I can't make it up to
you but I want to at least
try
Jin: I want you to
accept my apology so I
can make it better
You: Is that what you want?
Jin: Yes
You: I wanted to not be
alone during one of the
scariest moments in my
life
You: I wanted the handsome,
kind man who made me
smile when I met up with him
to keep his promises and
support me and his baby
even if he didn't want a
relationship
You: I wanted to not be
dropped just because
you wanted sex with your
ex
You: I wanted to be left
alone to mourn when all
I was getting was message
after message from you
reminding me of what
happened
You: A lot of people
would disagree with me
for saying this but an
apology doesn't always
make things ok
You: We are adults and
I am perfectly within
my right to refuse to
hear your apology
You: I know I've gone
on and on but maybe
for once YOU could
try to understand,
rather than pushing
your selfishness on
others just because
you feel guilty
Jin: Y/N I really
don't know what else
I can do
Jin: To start fresh the
only thing I can do is
apologise over and
over again
You: I've heard your
apology. You can stop
feeling guilty now
You: I don't blame
you for the miscarriage
You: I don't hate you
either, despite how it
sounds
You: I just want you to leave
me alone Jin
You: Please
You: You're just a
reminder of how much
of a failure I am
Jin: What??
Jin: Y/N you're not
a failure at all this
is my fault!
-message not delivered -
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AN: I can't believe I have to address this in the seventh book but I've been getting a lot of rude comments omg here it goes:
This is a texting book. If you want juicy story in a texting book, the people can't go and talk to each other face to face etc. Yes there are some plot holes because of that, but I've tried very very hard to make it work.
If you want a full plot with loads of details, just check out my other books that aren't texting style, ok? I have plenty!
Thanks ✌🏻
