ain't ever felt this way
can't get enough so stay with me
if only she could.
if only she could be
with nancy forever.
but they're just friends.
she's just her best friend.
they're just best friends
who happen to like pictures
lights
exposures
films
but to her, she's more
than just whatever she could label.
it's not like we got big plans
let's drive around town holding hands
she was driving with her left hand
when nancy suddenly grabbed her right.
she would just wish that she won't let go.
that she could hold that hand forever.
that her hand would be the only one she holds.
and you need to know
you're the only one alright
she would just wish that she could tell her.
but she's a coward.
a coward in love with her best friend.
and you need to know
that you keep me up all night
so she would just play this song.
while driving home from a long day
of another photoshoot session
with the windows down,
with the breeze of the wind
slapping their skin,
and the coldness
that the night brings
as jiyeon plays the song.
oh my heart hurts so good
i love you babe
so bad
so bad.
jiyeon realized that she can't.
she can't love her.
cause nancy loves somebody else.
cause she would be the only one loving.
jiyeon thought— maybe love really is
a losing game.
but fuck it.
and you need to know
that nobody could take
your place
nancy will always and forever
be jiyeon's favorite subject.
her motion as film.
her eyes as the stars.
her smile as the universe.
and you need to know
that i'm hella obsessed
with your face
☆彡
