my playboy jungkook

ch.25

Jungkook p o.v

After seeing her I realized that I couldn't watch her cry for long and ran home crying my phone was blowing up from angered fans and my members who were just has or even more man but I didn't care I just cried until I feel asleep

~monday~
It's the next day and I knew my mom would no let me go to sleep so I got dressed not caring how I looked and went to school

~school~

I was getting dirty looks from everyone girls and boys who were fans and can't believe I hurt her like that. I saw my members walking to me but before I even said hi they walk right past me

As much as it hurt me I pretend to brush it off and then hyolyn walks up to me "hi oppa~~" she said "your older" was all I said I walk with her holding my hand

As we're walking I see y/n and her group and just like my group they walk right past me and I felt my heart brake

~after school~

I couldn't handle it once I got home I cried until I realized I had to tell my members

BTS

Kookie: we need to talk right now

And why should we listen to you :lejindary
Yah you must someone who loved you: taetae

Kookie: I know what I did and I did it on purpose so you have to listen to the reason

Purpose you got to be fucking kidding me jungkook i would kill you if I want tired rn: grandpa

Kookie: trust me on this meet at the park in 15

Oh yes the park the one you broke y/n heart the first time at: god of distruction

Fine but don't get us mad:chimchim

I agree with jimin:sunshine

~the park~
3rd person p o.y

it was cold the middle of winter but jungkook didn't care he thought he deserved it

"What do you want" namjoon says and jungkook looks up and you can tell he cried red puffy eyes that were bloodshot red and a red nose

Jin the mother of the group caouldnt stand looking at him like that he knew well that his mom didn't care about him she only wanted him to go to school go to college get money so she can use it

Jin went to go hug jungkook which mad him start crying all over again all jungkook said was "I had to do it" "she's in danger"

his crying was to loud he couldn't hear the others questions and feel asleep in jins arms they knew well that jungkook never cried the only time he cried was when his dad died cause his dad was the only one that cared about him

Jungkook p.o.v

I woke up to talking I looked around and it was my room with all the members around my bed  before they realized I was awake I heard them saying "he lost weight" "he's paler then usual" "I can see his rid cage" why did you do this to yourself"

I sat up in a sitted position and that's when they noticed I was awake they all looked like they were close to crying

"What happened??" Was all I said "you passed out at the park and we carried you here" jimin said in a soft tone like I would brake easily
"Please tell me it was a nightmare y/n is still mine and everything is ok" I said about to cry I knew It wasn't a dream when everyone looked down not wanting to make eye contact

"Jungkook" taehyung says softly looking at me "if you still love her then why did you cheat" he said

"Hyolyn. She said she will kil-- hurt y/n if I stayed with her" everyone was shocked

"But y/n said she heard moaning and groaning" j hope said odviously confused

"She was moaning I was groaning cause she was bitting my lip really hard and I knew that if I pushed her away she will get mad and hurt y/n and I didn't want her to" I said honestly

but what u didn't know what taehyung was on the phone with Venus and y/n heard everything

Until taehyung pulled out his phone and showed that he was on call the entire time

"Jungkook" y/n says I was so weak "y/n??" I said I felt relaxed to hear her voice it was calming "why didn't you tell me this??" She told me sounding like she cried I just wanting to be there for her to hold her "I was do scared that she would hurt you" I said as I felt like I wanted to cry

"I'm coming over" she said and hung up. I was to tired to protest

~20 minutes later~

Y/n and her group came bursting through the door she was not a nerd even though she looked like a mess with red puffy eyes she was still beautiful

She ran to me and hugged me and I held her tightly but softly like she was gonna brake and I just balled into her chest and I can feel my shirt getting wet she was also crying

y/n p o.v

I ran into his room after hearing what had happened. And why he cheated. I saw him and I felt my heart sank he looked pale skinny and broken down

I ran straight to him and hugged him and he cried which made me cry and I can hear everyone crying silently

"Jin oppa please go make jungkook food now" say and I hear Jin and my leader leave I think they have a little something something

"We will leave y'all" Venus Says and everyone leaves the room

I stop hugging to look at him "I missed you" I said "I missed you so much. I thought I lost you" he said has his voice brakes

~knock knock~~

Jin comes in "hey just bringing his food" Jin said placing it down on the counter and leaving with a bye

I feed jungkook cause I can tell he was to tired to do so

Me and jungkook look at each other for a minute before we lean into each others touch and kiss at first it was soft but became more passionate by the second

"Jungkook i-i want you" I said and jungkook smiles "I want you" he said we start kissing again while kissing he says "I love you with everything I have and all my heart" and we had our sweet moment that I would remember for the rest of my life
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ sorry I haven't uploaded my boyfriend and me broke up the day before Valentine's day so I needed to recover but I feel like these chapter are pretty good and in picking up my grades so happy about that loves y'all and stay healthy