Not letting you go {Zouis} {Bromance OS}

Not letting you go

Louis's POV

I clutched his wrist and pulled him harshly to make him look at me.

He let out a painful cry.

I ignored.

He tried jerking my hand away.

I ignored.

He told me I was hurting him.

I ignored.

He said I don't have a right over him.

I stopped my tears from flowing.

He said we are no more friends.

I cried.

He asked me to let go.

I hugged him.

He said he hated me.

I hugged him more tightly.

He said he was leaving.

I started mumbling 'don't' in his ears.

He again asked me to let go.

I held on to him more tighter.

He said 'Please let me go.'

His voice, devoid of confidence, so broken. I clutched onto him more tighter. He was breaking in my hug. My eyes burning in malice. 

He had tears. I wasn't crying. 

He stopped pushing me away. I stopped being a mess.

"You can't!"

"I have to. I don't want to be here."

"You chose this!"

"It's unknown to me today."

"But I am here with you. For you."

"You weren't earlier." He whispered under his breath, lowering his gaze.

"I-"

"I am leaving."

"Please stay." Don't break me like this. "You are stronger than this."

"Strong people do break at times."

"Wh..what about me? Do you hate me too?"

"I-"

"No tell me! DO YOU HATE ME TOO? WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU? WHY ARE YOU PUNISHING ME?!"

He closed his eyes. "Please don't do that."

I had angry tears in my eyes. "You gotta be strong. You were never a person who would run away from difficult situations."

"Because you were there with me. All this time."

"But I am still here."

He looked at me in pain, shaking his head. "It isn't easy."

All the anger I had moments before vanished by listening to that tone. He can't be this broken. I pulled him in an embrace, letting him wet my T-shirt with his tears. When he calmed down, I whispered in his ears.

"It isn't hard."