God made us out of dirt, she gave him fruit when he ain't deceive his self, and if you read the bible, you should know that love will never help.
Started- December 13th, 2018
Finished- March 3rd, 2019
"Well, is he at least cute?" Yasmine asked and I didn't respond. Her mouth dropped open
"Cici!"
"I didn't even say he was" I told them and they rolled their eyes
"You talking about Carmel Dre? The one who be roun campus a lot ?" Krystal asked and I nodded
"Bitch I woulda been hopped onnat dick. He fine as fuck" Krystal responded and I gave her a look.
"Y'all whatever. Y'all know how Ken is"
"Oh right—"
"Ugh! I can't stand his bowlegged ass"
"Don't do him" I flicked Aaliyah off and she rolled her eyes. Mariah let out a low chuckle
"He gone kill you when he find out. All I can do is pray for ya" Mariah told me and they nodded
"First of all, he kissed me!"
"Yb got serious issues. I guarantee you he won't give a damn"
"Right. That boy fucked up inna head" Yasmine laughed and I shook my head
"I just know he's going to be pissed. Oh well though.."
"Oh well? Girl you better come up wit a lie or some...all I can say fareal. Imma call y'all back tho, my boo calling" Mariah told us and we nodded. She left, and I sighed, looking at Them
"I'm screwed aren't I"
"Pretty much.."
"Just tell him the truth. That's better than lying"
"Either way he's going to be PISSED."
"That man is going to flip. But—you know how Kentrell is. He'd want you to tell the truth before you lie to him"
"Ain lyin. I'll hit y'all up later though, I needa go see how my momma doin" We nodded at Yasmine. She left, so it was only Aaliyah and Krystal
"I was thinking—" I was cut off by the door bursting open. Kentrell walked in, with grey Nike sweats a plain white T-shirt. He laid down on my chest, wrapping his arms around my Waist
"That's him?" I could see Aaliyah mouthed and I nodded. Her mouth formed a 'O' as she waved goodbye. Childish ass. Krystal starting praying making me flick her off. They hung up and I looked down at him
"Wassup?"
"Nothing...you love me?"
"Of course. I told you this a million times"
"Sometimes I just be wanting to hear you say it. But look, I'm ready if you are"
"Ready for what?"
"Us" He sat up and I looked at him. Kentrell eyes were doughy brown, considering the sunlight was shining right on them. He grabbed my hands
"I'm ready fareal. I cut all them hoes off... Done with that shit. I wanna be wit you— and you prolly think a nigga fuckin wit ya head but i ain't. You give me a feelin Ain neva had before man—it's like... shit. I can't even tell it ta ya, that's just how deep it is. But man I LOVE the fuck outta you. You think I loved that hoe shit, but nah, it was just the fear of being alone. Even with them I couldn't get you out of my head..making me miserable and shit. I know we young and all..but that's good because we still got a whole life ahead of us. I wanna be here to help you with college—and let's not forget our child. I wanna be there for the both of y'all—matta fact all my kids. You care for mine like their your own—and—I can go on and on but you already know, shawty. Cici, What im askin ya is— You gone be my girlfriend—fuck that, wife again?" By now, tears where just pouring down my face.
Kentrell let out a low chuckle as he wiped my eyes "Quit crying, man"
"I can't"
"You gone be good Shaw.. but I'm not rushing shit—take as much time"
My crybaby ass was still crying. My mood swings is worst than my throwing up
I just felt so bad... I shoulda Kicked Dre out when it first started. Now I'm in this situation.. my heart was pounding even though I was crying..I had mixed emotions. One wanting me to jump on him, and drown him with kisses telling him "Yes, I'll be his girlfriend" And the other wanting me to tell him "I'm sorry things got carried away, but Dre kissed me" I just know that's going to break his little heart considering he just poured his fucking heart out to me
"I think imma need time.." I told him, and he finally looked up from his lap and nodded. He leaned over, pecking my lips, which I didn't return. I felt so disgusted
"Kentrell..?"
"Hm?" It was quiet for a while. I finally gave in.. I wasn't going to tell him just yet
"Nothing. I forgot"
"Oh,ok"
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