Demented

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I look at him flirting with other girls.

Even though he may be my boyfriend, I try my best to understand him..because I love him that much.

He told me he loves me, he said that he needs to keep his reputation of being a "bad boy" or "badass" up or else. Yes he may have pushed me in the hallways a few times, and maybe even grabbed my hair and embarrassed me in front of everyone, shit he may have even called me a slut and a dumbass..but I know he doesn't mean it.

I walk outside as the sun was setting, I see my best friend Chanyeol waiting there. I looked behind me and saw Jungkook with that same girl, she looked familiar but I couldn't see what, I texted him that I would come a bit late. I hope he understands. Then, before I could finish up my thoughts someone taps me on the shoulder. I turn and see Chanyeol standing there a bit annoyed.

"Seong-ah! We need to get going! Or else you're paying for the ice cream!" I laugh it off, my eyes not leaving Jungkook. "Yeah, yeah I'm coming." He grabs my hand and drags me away.

We both enter his car and he starts it up. Everything was silent until he spoke. "Hey you know..Jungkook is.." I looked at him wondering what he would say next. "He's not meant for you..I don't like him around you..especially his 'I want to keep my reputation up' act.." I looked down wondering the same thing.

He puts his hand on mine and I look up at him. "But I know you love him very much..so if you want to stay with him then, thats your decision, not mine." I smile at him and thank him for being very understanding.

But I don't know how much I can bury inside, of course it can't be forever.

Chanyeol started driving and turns on the music to avoid the awkward silence. I look out the window but then got a notification from my phone. I look at it and see that Jungkook said he wouldn't be coming back again tonight. I sighed at his response.

We arrived and Chanyeol helped me out of the car. We both ordered Ice cream and sat down on a bench near the park. It started getting dark. Me and Chanyeol finished our ice cream in just seconds and was again replaced with awkward silence.

Chanyeol finally spoke up. "Hey..do you want to go somewhere tomorrow?" I look at him with a small smile on my face. "Sure, where though?" He smiled and said. "Want to go to the mall? I know you always loved that place...you know the place where you first met Jungkook.."

I smiled remembering how we first met. "Y-yeah.." he grabbed my hand and helped me up. "Lets get going its getting pretty late, I'll drive you home..or you know we can have a sleepover like before.." I looked at him as he turned fifty shades of red.

I pinched his cheeks and teased him which made both of us laugh. "You're so cute you know that? But anyways, since Jungkook's not going to be home..again tonight, I guess theres no harm in going"

His smile faded a bit. "H-he left you again?" I slightly nodded. "B-but i-its fine! I just need to get a few things from my place and we'll get going, ok?" He gave me a slight nod and we both went back to his car.

But as we were walking we heard familiar voices. I look up and saw Jungkook's friends, but Jungkook was no where to be found. I wanted to avoid them for now. But ironically me and Jimin made eye contact. He gave me a devilish smirk and made it a big deal out of nowhere.

"Hey look who it is!" Now all of them turn and smirk as they see me. They started walking closer. "What do you want?!" Chanyeol suddenly yells. I don't know what to do.

"Hey hey! We're all friends here! We don't need to start a fight, ok?" Namjoon suddenly says. They walk past Chanyeol and made it to me. "Why are you here? Aren't you supposed to be at home? I can drop you home!" Taehyung suddenly yells.

I just laugh. "Sorry guys but have you seen Jungkook anywhere?" They all look at each other then look at me and shake their heads slowly with a chorus of 'no'. Again I gave in a long sigh. "Yeah I thought you'd say that, anyways, sorry Tae Chanyeol's going to be driving me and if Jungkook's going to ask why i'm not at home tell him i'm sleeping over at Chanyeol's, ok?"

"If Jungkook is actually going to ask" Taehyung pouted and gave me his puppy eyes which I couldn't ignore. "Why not me?.." everyone laughed except Chanyeol who was slowly getting irritated.

"I'm sorry Tae, I better get going. Nice bumping into you guys!" I run to Chanyeol and leave the guys standing there with a still pouty Taehyung.

Me and Chanyeol both enter the car and Chanyeol didn't say anything while we drove to my house. He parked his car in the front driveway and told me to hurry up.

I went inside and grabbed a few things and quickly ran back outside. There I saw Jungkook and Chanyeol at each others throats.