thinkn of deletn ths book.... I jus feel like, anxious leaving all this stuff lying around for people to find n shit lol
I mean. I feel anxious about everything all the time bur like. maybe I could reduce dis anxiety a bit ynkow feel a lil cosier.
damn. if I get rid of things do I just fill in the gaps with other things? and does mundane shit feel so much worse if I dont got somethin bigger on my mind?? oh fuck I dont know how anxiety works
that epic gamer moment when CAMHS wont diagnose you because they think you're lying to skip school XC NOT epic
oh fuck what am I even doing anymore I need fuckibg SLEEP jesus oh god okah im going to try: and sleep . ok here we go
YOU ARE READING
the second one
RandomDISCONTINUED AND RELOCATED. poetry, thoughts and misc. junk pretty much my first rambling book had too many chapters so here is the second one
