I (Love) hate you [Shigadabi]

Suspicious

(A.N. so I wrote this before the other Shigadabi fan fiction so a few elements might be the same of the other one but still Dabi is a Todoroki but it's not really as apparent and this one is way more focused on Shigadabi for the longest time I didn't think about it until I re-read it and I thought it good but I was afraid to publish it because it was a bit more depressing than the other's but I realized re-reading it that it wasn't as bad but there are a lot of censored swear words that I'm just gonna leave in so just bear with me and enjoy)

Dabi [POV]

I walked down the hallway to get a drink, it was a little past midnight and I don't know why I was awake.  As I passed the mophead's door I heard a faint whimpering.   I stopped, I stood by the door for a bit listening.  It was definitely whimpering, was he crying?  I opened the door quietly as to not disturb him.  When my eyes adjusted I saw him sitting on the edge of his bed his head resting in one hand his shoulders shaking.  He scratched at his neck with his other hand not stopping when it started to bleed.  He was whimpering and muttering something that I couldn't understand.  I rolled my eyes, he was probably just doing this for attention.  I turned around to walk out but stepped in a creaky floorboard.  The whimpering stopped but in it's place I heard the cocking of a gun.  I turned around annoyed.  The mophead had a gun pointed at me his hands trembling on finger stuck out as to not disintegrate it though if he shot now he would definitely miss but seriously talk about quick reflexes. 

"Mophead it's just me Jesus" I snapped

"What are you doing in my room?" He asked his hair falling in front of his face.  His voice slightly shook

"I heard something must've just been your loud snoring" I jeered

"Why the [frick] are you even up?" He snapped seeming to regain himself

"I could ask the same question it's past midnight" I rolled my eyes

"Get the [frick] out of my room" He snarled

"Jesus I'm going" I walked out of his room shutting the door.  I sighed continuing to walk to the bar.  Normally I would just go right for an alcoholic drink not caring what time it was but I wanted to get back to sleep.  I poured myself a glass of water hearing a loud thunk against the wall coming from the mophead's room.  I bet that moron threw the gun.  I downed the glass of water at once and made my way back to my room falling asleep again.  I woke in the morning to hear talking at the bar.  I walked out of my room glancing at the mophead's door, it was closed and by the looks of it locked as well.

"Did you go into Tomura's room last night?" Kurogiri asked me when I stepped into his sights

"Why do you ask?" I asked in return sitting down on one of the bar stools

"I heard a thump last night coming from that vicinity" He cleaned  some glassed behind the counter.  It always surprised me how he managed to always find something dirty to clean.

"I just went in here to get something to drink" I shrugged deciding not to mention my suspicions 

"It was around midnight Dabi, have some standards" he shook his head disapprovingly

"Water!  I came in here to get a drink of water, why would I be drinking at like one in the morning" I snapped

"But did you go into his room?" He asked

"No" I told him firmly, just as I answered the same mophead came into the room his stupid 'father' think on his face, dried blood covered his neck and hands but he seemed to ignore that.

"Tomura what on earth happened?" Kurogiri exclaimed

"Nothing" He snapped sitting down on a bar stool

"Clearly something happened, why are you covered in blood?" It was amusing to me how Kurogiri could obsess over things like a concerned parent.  Shigaraki didn't answer drumming his fingers on the counter thinking

"Tomura" Kurogiri started

"Forget about it" Shigaraki cried out standing up storming back to his room slamming the door.  Kurogiri shook his head but went back to cleaning some glasses

"What's his problem" I asked rolling my eyes

"He's been quite irritable lately" That was the only explanation that I got from Kurogiri.  I sighed standing up going back to my room.  I laid down in bed staring up at the ceiling not really knowing what to do.  After a while I heard someone shouting my name

"Dabi get in here" Kurogiri shouted angrily.