Tired of trying
Tired of fighting
Living for the next day
Can't even function
Do the bare necessities
Sad
Then gone
Laughter
Trying to hold on
Then tears come on
Then it's gone
Anger faked it
Confidence hope I made it
No limits with my public humiliation
Cause it's gone
Numb
Sick of it
Sick of being numb
Maybe I'm just overdramatic
I think it's the angst talking right?
You're just lazy
Is school making me brain dead?
Teachers say the kids are great
But there's some that feel fake
Or is it me?
Am I the fake?
The toxic
No interests no hobbies
No nothing
Just in my bed waiting for sleep
A sweet release
Just dreamless numb ignorant bliss
Eating to feel full
Just emptier than before
Sometimes I'm full and I still want more
Im hungry but I can't eat more
Always full and don't wanna eat
I need to eat though
Feeling famished
Im just fine
I paint the world in gray hoping you'll see it my way
Author's Note-
Absolute trash. But heh.
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Written With Burning Passion
PoetrySocial anxiety, awkward social situations, and odd conversations are sure fun when you're a young teen! Not. The funny, weird, and random all in one book.
