1 year later
It's been a year since you and Billie left your old lives. The two of you were doing much better than you expected.
Billie worked at a high end night club in the city. You worked at a hospital near you and Billie's apartment.
Working at the hospital was much harder than you expected it to be. You work 12 hour shifts, sometimes even more then that.
Billie seemed to forget about anything and everything gang affiliated. Even though Billie's job paid good, you didn't like the fact that she's working around a bunch of horny and drunk people. You were jealous of the attention she would receive at the club. When you would go with her to the club, guys and girls were already all over here before she could even walk in.
Tonight you got off of work earlier. Since you never got off this early, you decide to pay Billie a visit at the club. Once you were out of the hospital and in your car you called Billie.
"Hello?" You moved your ear away from your phone when Billie yelled loudly.
"Hey, I got off early."
"Oh you did? come over to the club. I'm off early too let's party." She said laughing.
"Okay, I'm going just going to stop by the house to get dressed." You said driving down the street.
"Yeah" She hummed into the phone.
"Are you listening to me Bil? It seems like a lot of people there I don't think I will come." You said, you were losing all interest in going."Huh. Hello?" Someone else said into the phone. "Uh- yeah hello who's this?" You asked confused and aggravated." Hey I'm Emma, Billie asked me to hold a conversation with you since she's busy" You haven't even been talking to Emma for a minute and she was already annoying you. You didn't know if it was her loud gum chewing or her high pitched voice. "You sound boring, Billie told me you didn't want to come." You roller your eyes as an attempt to ignore her."Where is Billie Emma?" You said losing your temper even more. You just wanted to talk to Billie. "Woah, chill she's with some guy. He's so fine, I might try to get his attention later too." You gripped the steering wheel when you heard what she said. "Who Emma?" You didn't know if it was you immense anger or the loud gum smacking in your ear. But you were reaching your breaking point quickly. "He's cute, I've never seen him around though. Maybe he's an old gang friend. Never seen a guy with pink hair, but it's kinda hot." Emma said chewing her gum even louder. Once you heard her brief description of him you immediately started your car."I'm on the way right now." You said driving past the street to your house."Great come party, see you y/n." Emma said cheering.
You hung up the phone and sped off in the direction of the club. You felt betrayed, Billie promised she wouldn't do any gang related things. You two were trying to start fresh, and you agreed on her gang life being left in the past.
Once you reached the club you quickly got out your car not even bothering to park it.
Entering the club was chaotic. The atmosphere smelled of sweat and arousal. You could feel the bass from the song pulsing through your body.
You pushed through the sweaty bodies to find Billie. You tripped and stumbled over people causing them to curse you out. But none of that mattered you were just here to find Billie before you guys both did something you'd regret tomorrow. When your eyes finally landed on two heads with dyed hair, it was hard to contain you anger. Billie was grinding on Q while people around them whistled and high fived him.
Billie didn't notice you watching them, and that was clear when she did the unthinkable. Billie took Q's face in her hands and kissed him roughly. You lost it at this point. You walked over to them grabbing a random glass from the bar. Once you were close enough you threw it with all your strength.
You watched as he pulled away from her to cradle his now bleeding arm.
Billie looked at you shocked at your actions. Once she took everything in and realized what once going on, she turned into a stuttering mess.
You cut her off before her words could reach your ears.
"I'm done with this Billie. You lied once again to me and I'm sick of this. Don't come home." You said to her face as you turned and stormed out the club.
You made your way to your car. You were barely able to see due to your eyes being closed with tears.
"Y/n wait, y/n wait" Billie yelled pounding her fists against your window. You rested you head against the steering wheel. You knew you'd give in and forgive her when you looked into her eyes. You lifted your head off the steering wheel and brushed the hair sticking to your face away.
Your eyes never met Billie's once as you backed out of your spot and drove away.
The ride home was silent, but the thoughts swarming through your head were loud. How could she betray you like that? After everything you've done for her, you never left her side. You were there to help her through her darkest moments.
Entering your shared apartment didn't feel the same. It usually brought you comfort and security. Not anymore. Not wanting to stay in this house any longer you raced up the stairs to get a suit case and pack up a week worth of clothes and shoes.
Grabbing your saving jar and suit case hurrying down the stairs out the door, hoping you wouldn't run into Billie.
When you got to your car, you were glad to not see hers in the driveway.
You opened your trunk and tossed your things in and got in the front seat.
Pulling off towards a hotel that was close to your job and affordable for you. When you parked your car you let out a shaky breath and let your head drop on the stirring wheel. You rolled down your window to let in some fresh air.
"I'm fucking stupid." You whispered to yourself.
"No you're not, I'm stupid and an asshole of a girlfriend. I'm just so ungrateful and disrespectful towards the girl that shows me nothing but real love." You heard a soft voice say from beside you. You jumped slightly and turned your head to see Billie."Jesus Billie what the fuck!" You yelled running your hand through your hair. Then you remember why you were here. Not waiting on a response you opened your car door, making Billie back up. You started to walk towards the hotel trying your best to ignore Billie's pleas for forgiveness.
"Listen after I tell you this you can leave me or stay. But I won't leave you alone." She said grabbing your wrist and turning you around.
"3 minutes." You said harshly pulling your hand out of hers.
"What you saw was a big mistake. He told me he loved me and I was too drunk to realize what I had done. I told him to pay me back my money and he did that's the only reason he was there. I fucked up but I'm done with him and he is done with me. So please this just one more chance. I love you y/n, I just fucked up." She said her voice sounded weak. But her eyes were hopeful, she never broke eye contact with you. She feared that you would leave if she did.
You reached you hand out to caress Billie's cheek. She melted into your touch. She smiled softly and bit her lip. You smiled back before you grabbed Billie's face roughly but not hard enough to hurt her. She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. Your grip tightened before you spoke, "If you really loved me you wouldn't of fucked up like this and played with my emotions." You let you hand linger for a few seconds before you let it fall. You walked towards the hotel, flicking Billie off behind your shoulder. "Tell Q I said I hope he enjoyed my sloppy seconds!"
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