JEALOUSY

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Your charism,
Your height,
Your curls,
And your charm, 
Was everything I did not have.

You had her in ways I could only imagine,
You did the things I had never done
You said the things I've never said
Had the courage to be outspoken

I remember you saying you were grateful for my lack of courage
And that night I recall beating myself up about it
I wished I had the courage back then,
Wish I could've been more like you

So I envy you because you have
What I can never have

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