Forbidden love

Notes

The next day Kougyoku goes to her room and she saw a note that said.....
I want you to use the vibrator and once you feel your climax coming stop and don't cum.
So she did that notes kept on coming everyday one of them came in the night.
I want you to moan as loud as you can in the night time.
She couldn't do that she'll wake everyone up. But she had to so she did and stoped and went to bed then ten minutes later someone knocks on her door she gets up and opens it it was Judar.
"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU MOANING THIS LATE."
He said in a whisper in an angry tone.
"Sorry about that I had to."
"Look Kougyoku just don't do it again."
"Ok......"
He left the next day Kougyoku forgot to lock her door and she had the vibrator under her dress someone entered.
"Hey Kougyoku you're-...."
He sees her using the vibrator a red blush on her face.
"I'm sorry I should go." Judar says as he starts running
Kougyoku runs after him before he could get to the door Kougyoku jumps in him.
"Judar stop."
"I said I was sorry you old hag now get off."
She quickly gets off and goes to the exit shuts it and locks it.
"Kougyoku why did you lock the-."
"Please don't tell anyone."
"Oh so that's what this is about."
"Please Judar you can't tell a single soul."
She's really desperate......
"Ugh fine I won't tell anyone but you gotta tell me why the hell you're doing that."
"Fine....."
They sit down on the couch Kougyoku explains to Judar what happened and why she needs to do it they made a deal if Judar didn't say anything he could help her with her problems on her side she would get to keep this a secret but she didn't know how he would be able to help her.
"So what did the note say?"
"It says for me to not cum or use the vibrator but my hands I used gloves so I don't know if it will count and also what were you trying to tell me before this thing happened."
"That you're late to a meeting."
"Wait what."
"Yep also before you go I would like to read the other notes."
"Fine there in my night stand."
She runs out leaving Judar there reading the notes he didn't understand why she needed to do this. She could just ignore it but he also didn't know what it was like.
After the meeting she saw Judar in her room still reading the notes.
"Do you know who wrote these to you?"
"Nope they just come randomly."
"Huh that's interesting."
"Yeah."
"You don't need to do this you know."
"Yes I do because if I don't then it will become worse."
"How will it become worse?"
He said staring up at her from reading
"I don't know maybe it will make me feel like I need to do it often."
"Ok well I'm going see you tomorrow."
He left she puts all the notes back and goes to sleep.