I miss you HICCSTRID

Explanation

HICCUP'S POV
I took astrid around the whole town i showed her every thing now we are on our way back to my house and i was surprised more like shocked when she intertwined our fingers it felt really nice

"Hiccup"Astrid beautiful voice was heard she sounded unsure i looked at her

"Yes?"I replied she looked at me then back to the ground then we stopped walking because we arrived at our destination my house

"Eumm...is the gang really slaves now?"She asked very unsure i opened the door and walked in she did followed me i took her straight to my room and sat her down on a chair she was not looking at me and it kind of hurt

"Astrid yes everyone who we captured are now slaves"I replied but then continued i sat down in a chair in front of her
"I am gonna tell you something...When all of you saw me leave with toothless i made a promise to myself and that promise was...to enslave everyone on Berk everyone who humiliated me kicked,punched,burned,slapped,thrown me will be a slave...i will have revenge on them because when i was crying begging them to stop they just laughed and did it harder"I was slowly tearing up by this time and soon i felt tears go down my cheek

"When my dad disowned me and thrown me out of his house i was 11 years old i begged him cried i...i-i even kissed his boots...Yes i did that...at 11 years old i lived on the streets in the cold and i was scared at nights"I wiped my tears away"Then one year later all those kicks punches and all those motivated me to never give up to get up when ever i was dying or not...And now look at me i have worked hard for 3 years go get my revenge and i have succeed"I finally finished and when i looked at her she was crying

I pulled her into a hug
"I am so sorry i have never realized how bad it was i am sorry"She slowly cried i wiped those tears away

"Don't cry its okay you have never did anything now don't cry"I have managed to calm her down and then i don't know what happened but i felt like i need to and i kissed the top of her head i felt her forze for a second then she relaxed and she kind of snuggled close to me

After a while we pulled away it was getting dark outside by now and she looked beautiful than ever

"You should get some sleep its getting late"I said to her she nodded and slowly got out she followed me to her room winch was only next door

"This is your room for now we gonna build you a house"I said she smiled but then it disappeared and i know why because i burned her house down

"Goodnight"She said i nodded
"Goodnight"I said then she closed the door i sighed i knew it she hates me i am a monster its all my dad's fault he made me one i made my way back to my room and closed shut my door i layed down on my bed and closed my eyes then i heard wings i looked to my left and saw toothless coming in thru his door

"Hey bud"I said he made his smile at me winch was cute he looked tired

"You tired huhh i am tired also but i am emotionally tired you know anyway let's get some sleep..goodnight"I said then closed my eyes once again and let darkness over take me