Sorry 🥺

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Recap:
You go to the very very edge of the bridge, and start to lean forward.

Y/n: I love you Alex.

Then.

You.

Jump.

Your eyes are closed, and then you feel the back of your hoodie being grabbed. It starts to get tight around your neck, then you slowly start getting pulled up. Your eyes are still closed and you faintly hear someone calling your name

?: Y/N!

?: Y/N?!!!

You slowly open your eyes, to see ALEX! Leaning over you.

A: OMFG y/n WHAT WERE u thinking, I can't believe i caught you just on time!

You start to cry

Y/n: I'm sorry alex! I really am!

Alex picks you up like a baby and starts walking with you back to his car

A: if you say your sorry y/n I believe you. I'm sorry

Your calm and relaxed in Alex's arms, it's your favourite place to be. So you just cuddle up to his chest and close your eyes. Alex lays you down lightly in his car and drives you back to his place. He picks you up again and bring you to his bed. He puts you down lightly, you open your eyes

A: here

Alex gives you one of his hoodies and sweatpants. You take his hoodie and put it to your face and smell it for a long time.

Y/n: this is my favourite smell

A: well your always going to be able to smell that now

You slowly get to your feet and go get changed in the washroom, you come out

Alex's POV:
Damn why she gotta look so cute right now!
End of POV

A: damn

Y/n: what?

A: I missed seeing you in my clothes

You let out a little smile

A: THERES that smile

Y/n: stoppp

A: ok come here

You slowly walk over to Alex

Y/n: I'm here

Alex pulls you hand so you fall on the bed, then he leans on top of you. You heart starts beating so fast because you haven't touched or kissed Alex in so long. You missed his sexy ass!

A: finally your in my arms again

He leans in closer and you close your eyes, he kisses you lips gently. His kisses are still your favourite thing ever! You don't pull away until he does.

Y/n: uh.. so what did that mean

A: it means that I love you so much and that I'm so so sorry and the fact.... *alex starts to tear up* the fact that you almost died *alex voice breaks and he starts crying* If you died I wouldn't be able to live y/n! I wouldn't be able to love any other girl! I wouldn't be able to carry on with my life! I WOULD WANT TO DIE! I... would die. Your my everything y/n!

Y/n: Alex.... *you start to cry* that's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. I don't know why I did that alex. I guess just the thought of you not being with me made me want to do that. And being called all those stuff AND I know your sorry now I know! But I guess just at that moment I felt like I had no heart that no one would even care if I was gone!

A: please y/n please don't leave me again! AND definitely do not try that again! Please for me

At this point you guys are both bawling

Y/n: I won't alex! Please don't do anything stupid again

A: I won't y/n! I love you

Y/n: I love you too alex

Alex pulls you into a hug, you guys stay like that for 5 minutes. Then Alex pulls away

A: so um.. does this mean we are back together

Y/n: yeah I guess

You smile a little. Alex smiles back even bigger

Y/n: haha

A: wanna watch t.v

Y/n: sure

As you guys are watching t.v Alex puts his hand on your thigh, your heart starts to beat fast again and you get butterflies in your stomach. He slowly rubs your thigh, then he slowly moves his hand up, he reaches your shorts. He looks at you, after a few seconds you look at him

A: um.. y/n? When can we... you know... have sex?

Y/n: uh.......

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