why do i rely on you
to help me feel okay?
you're rarely ever here,
you never want to stay.
i guess it's all because
whenever you're around
you always keep me smiling
i never have a frown.
but evidently
this is a problem
because i have many issues
and want other people to solve them
well, not really solve them
but to help me through the pain
because with everything that's happened
i'll never feel the same.
and i thought you'd be the one
to help me through the bad
but you're uninterested
and now i will forever be sad.
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