In the glazing light I see the doctor above me looking into my dark voids. I space out into the fireworks of colourful, splashing dots, circling everywhere around me.
I wake up later with this massive banging feeling across my head. Is it a headache or a knock of note.
I look to my side and see the doctor coming this way.Doctor
She checks my eyes again and tells me that I need to get used to the new legs they may take a while, she smiles solomenly. And tells me I am iodine deficient and that I need to take iodine everyday in liquid form. U fell yesterday u may feel a knock-on your head it is quiet bruise u have there.The doctor said before she left, keep yourself healthy and safe life is strange for those u survive the inevitable.
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I took her word for it, but couldn't distinguise if it was a warning or a consideration .
I ate the most weird shaped grey food that floated in its own filth. I pushed the food down cause I knew I needed food to survive this traumatic life, I was experiencing.1 hr later
The Physio moved my animated metal limps as well as the rest of my body. The physio showed me exercises I needed for circulation in my body especially my legs.
First I would do circulatory motions with head, hips, legs, shoulders and ankles.My body really felt sore and exhausted after that session with the physio. I avoided my hospital bedroom it was too overly depressing. Nothing interesting unless u like technology or circus like ENTERTAINMEN that's is what I call it. Now I love that stuff!!, however, I needed something natural to ground my thoughts or familiarize my mechanical body.
I wondered around the hospital from the roof top of the building. I felt so alive with fresh new oxygen in my lungs and beauty of buildings to top it off. I felt quiet disappointed to find that humans only valued mechanical objects or unreal tech it appalled me that the reality of humans in this new age are so focused on statistics and money.
I really wish life in my past generation wasn't like this, but I may never know. Wait? I may know from research . After my thought provoking me to talk to myself, I spotted a small natural area that I think may be a nature reserve?
I tapped the invisible keypad to zoom into this green exotic area.It was so life like with animals of all species and many varieties of plants. This over flowing love made me feel light headed and yet made the moment feel so enthralling with inspiration this linked to finding out. What life is and who I was?
I took a step back I needed to find the name of the place I scrolled down and up so many times my neck got so sore from tilting up and down. I saw a strange font that looked quiet loosely connect it looked like vines from a jungle of some kind. It wrote The Escape of Civilization. It is so an escape!I became aware that the light of day was fading and the sharp light I saw was no more than I glimpse of sunset. I actually can't remember seeing the son set it looks so colorful with vibrant dark reds and smudges of the blue sky that molded a lilac purple cloud it was breathtaking.. . I wish I could share this with my loved ones.
The thought of the woman doctor feeling distressed of where I was, punctured the serene feeling I had.
I tried to walk long strides, however, my legs were like noddles so I waddle slowly down the towering long stairs into the lobby where the receptionist smiled at me. I took sharp left down the corridor into the area of hospital patients . I felt a click in my metal leg then I was caving into a pool of me (on the hard floor) . A young man was walking towards a hospital room and he suddenly saw me and dived to catch me.
I felt a strange arms pick me up and talk softly into my ear it whispered u are save,no worries young maiden.
I slurred my words of saying something, but he couldn't recognize what I was saying. He saw my tag on my arm that wrote my name and room number. He took me to room 3.
He settled me down into the sheets adjusted my pillow and searched for a nurse or someone, then I faded into darkness with voices echoeing my name, but wasn't clear and cold dampness in my hardened legs formed. I felt lifeless as if floating into the a blivion.Hi guys pls tell what u enjoyed ?
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Warrior's Swag
General FictionThe heart of a warrior - on desire's edge- waiting to be lapped up. This lost soul can't seem to remember her past, though through tough times of anxiety, courage, loss of being, the "wholesome " is found through countless encounters with past and...