nothing / ethma

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"Move along slut" Grayson said and pushed me down, while he got onto the bus. Everyone laughed along.
I held back tears and brushed myself off.
I looked to my left and I saw Ethan standing there with a sad look on his face. He wasn't laughing at what grayson had just done to me.
I quickly looked away.
I'm nothing, why would he care??
I stepped up and got onto the bus.
As soon as I took my seat Grayson and Bella sat down right beside me.
Of course, oh yeah Bella is Graysons Boyfriend and the queen of the school.
Not to mention my EX bestfriend. She and I were bestfriends when no one else would be friends with me. Because I was too ugly apparently. And I was too fat. Because I was to "clingy" as my ex boyfriend, will, said.
When I refused to have sex with him, he raped me. And then went around and told everyone that I forced myself onto him when he was drunk. Roles were reversed. I was drunk and he took advantage of me.
He told the entire football team which made my bullying 10x worse. As if it wasn't already bad enough.
"Your such a fag you know that right?" Grayson questioned me.
I didn't say anything and continued to look outside.
It was so much more simple out there.
"Did you hear me slut?" He asked.
I still didn't continue to look, so he grabbed my hair and faced me toward him.
I wimpered at his touch. I don't know why- im used to it.
"Did you fucking hear me?" He looked me dead into the eye.
I nodded very very fast and he scoffed.
He let go of my head and it hit the bus window.
I quickly grabbed my head and held it- damn that hurt.
"Don't steal my boyfriend bitch." Bella scoffed at me.

God does life get any worse??????