(The writing was even worse then before and the where small droplets of blood on the pages)
I did it! Oh my loa's I did it...It was not pleasant, it wasn't a fond experience but I did it and it's over...I am keeping the head in my bag to avoid looking at it...It was around eleven p.m when I went into the shop. She told me she was closing soon so I said I had a quick question and it wouldn't take long...I leaned against the door and spoke to her asking about a good type of flower to give to my lover, while she was talking I locked the door and did my best to not look weird getting closer to her. When she questioned me I asked her if she could give me an example of the flowers she was talking about...she seemed a little unsure but I offered her a few extra golds for her trouble...When she bent over I took my move and swung a large meat cutters knife on her neck, channeling all the strength on my fel guard who was outside the shop...
Her head went rolling and the glass vase she held shattered as her body hit the ground...I dropped the knife and quickly scrambled away, I started to panic, so much I even screamed just a little when her head stopped rolling...Thankfully no guards where coming by...
I must have sat there for almost a hour before I mustered the strength to get up, my entire body shaking...I grabbed the head, shoving it in my bag and promptly blowing out the lights before bolting out of the front door, teleporting home. My heart couldn't race any faster as I came home...I nearly fainted...
I am glad she didn't scream...I do not know if I could have handled to hear her beg for her life...I would have hesitated...I would have been caught...I had to do this...I need Bones back...It was just this once. I will pray to Bwonsamdi for forgiveness for the night...but in the morning I will go back to Marrow, and give him the head...I will help Bones get out of prison and we will run, run to Har'Koa; she calls my name and whispers to me of an idea that might help...I just need to get it done.
It's done...I can try and get some sleep...No more blood shed.
