Inside my Heart (KageHina)

Ch. 11 - I Love You

Hinata's POV:

"Hinata.. Listen.."

He said those words to me as I felt my heart skipped a beat. What was he going to say..? Why should i listen to him? Is this a very important thing to say?

I had all those questions repeating in my mind a millions of times. But finally I decided to answer back.

"Y-yes?" I said while looking in his eyes. His eyes was dark with no lights. Just like he was so upset at me. However, and despite that, he was smiling. I didn't understand that smile. In what case was he? Still don't know.

"I have many questions in my mind. Keeps haunting me days ago. Let me ask you about it. You'll answer. Or everything will over. You'll never see me again.. Even in your thoughts". How serious he was.

Wait.. What?!

I'll never see him again..? I hope he's kidding. I bet he is. He was so serious how can he Kidd me like this. And.. I really can't live without him around me everyday. This can't be happening to me! I'll answer whatever question he'll ask me. I just can't stay away from him. No matter what.
I was about to cry. But I didn't, still had tears in my eyes. I hoped for him. Not to notice them.

"First, What was wrong with you yesterday and today. You were ignoring me all the time. If you answer this honestly. There will be no more question, go ahead" he asked me. I was scared as hell.
What should answer?
Should I run away?
Should I lie?
Should I be honest?
Should I cry?
Or should I shut up?

I was so confused....

"So... Yea.. I'm.. I mean, I was.. You, uh.. God.. " I said under my breath while looking around, up and down.

"Say something clear"

I took a deep breath and I decided to talk. "So.. I knew you confessed to me that day.. In front of everyone.. You were so honest.. But.. But..Uh, BUT I DOUBTED IN YOU!"

"Huh?"

"Yea.. I didn't believe you.. I'm sorry.. All is my fault. I doubted in you and in your love.. Maybe I was right and maybe i'm not.. And probably, i'm not. How.. Stupid i am.."

"But.. Why.. Tell me I want really to know.. What was wrong with me for not believing me..? You know that is not easy to confess. So you think I did it just to keep laughing at you? Am I wrong? Am I right? Am I a liar? Am I honest? Am I a good person? Am I a bad one? Tell me! Just give me one reason for you to not believe me! Just one! And then you'll right"

"You told me.. There will be no more questions.."

"JUST ANSWER"

He was angry as hell. I was wrong. Yeah I was. It was the first time I see him yelling at me like this.. I felt so guilty.

"Well.. Do you remember..? weeks ago.. You told me that you're not interested in love and stuff"

"Shut..Up..You..Idiot..It's not right at all..I think you know you who I am. and I really hate this kind of things and stuff..! I don't even care for a stupid thing as Love so stop!!"

"You said that exactly.. And I had many thoughts about that in my mind. So I was pretty sure that you'll never love.. Especially a guy like me.. How stupid i am.. I'm so.. So.. Pathetic.." My tears started falling down like a river.. I tried to stop them but I couldn't.. I was looking down with my tears falling on the ground. Till I noticed a soft and a warm hand on my face. Raising up my chin. Taking my tears. Trying to take that pain away and trying to stop my cry.

"No.. Don't cry Hinata.. I can't see you crying.. It hurts me.. Just like you stabbed my heart with a sword. But what are you talking about? I said that because I tried to hide my love for you.. No more! And you took that seriously" he said.

"I know.. I'm so stupid.." I said.. I was too sad.. But what can I do. It was really the worst mistake I made.

"No.. Hinata.. You're not stupid.. You wasn't.. And you'll never be. And don't you ever try to say that you're pathetic, You're special for me.. So much.. More than you think"

"So.. You're forgiving me?" I asked.

"No.. You didn't do anything bad to forgive you.. You're a pure and innocent person.."

Those words he said made me feel comfortable. And relaxed me very much. I stopped crying and I tried my best to smile.

"Umm.. Yea.. So I need to go now it's really late.. My mother will worry about me. So see ya tomorrow" I waved to him as I turned and I was about to go but a hand held my arm stopping me from letting go.

"Hinata.. Wait.." Kageyama said. I don't know what he was about to say.

I turned back to him. "Hm. ? Yea? Something else Kageyama?" I asked.

"Hinata.. Before you go, there is something I wanted to tell you"

"Yeah so? What is it?" I asked.

"I Love you.. Hinata"

I blushed badly after hearing that. How sweet it was. But I smiled to him and I realized that there was loyalty in his beautiful eyes.

"Yeah.. Me too" My eyes filled with tears again. Because I was too happy. I hugged him fast and hugged me back. I felt warmness and softness in his chest. "Thank you for everything.. You're the best person I have ever know in my life.. A guy with qualities like you I can't never find. Thanks!" I couldn't stop crying I was just like a baby. And every time I cry, he tried to calm me down and stopped me.

"Don't cry Hinata.. I'm here for you.. When you need me. I will be always by your side.. Because I like you so much" he said calming me down. "Hinata.. Will you date me please?" He asked me.

"Yeah! Of course I will" I said.

After a moment of silence and looking in each other eyes I noticed that it was really late and it was almost night.

"So.. Kageyama.. I think I have to go now.. It's really late.. See you tomorrow?"

"Yeah.. I can't wait to see you again"

Well. Sorry if the chapter wasn't that special (•_•) it was good at First then I made it weird because i was out of ideas. And I really want to sleep. I hope you'll like this shitty fanfic because it's not that good and it's the first one after all.. Please don't remind me of my bad English.
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