Everything's Fine, But I'm Torn.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Please tell me what you think! I'm really nervous about this one. I started it ages ago but never got 'round to posting it. Tell me what you think! (Oh, and this is a world where all the boys are single) 


It was Harry first who walked out the door of their hotel. Then followed Louis, Zayn, Liam and Niall. All around me in the outside fresh air were screaming girls. I am not ashamed to admit that I was one of them. My whole life is made up of these 5 boys. I have no idea where I would be in life without them. They climb onto the little make-shift stage and all say hello. When it is Harry’s turn, he winks at my particular direction. All Directioners would know how much of a flirt he is. Their opening song is ‘Up All Night’. While Harry sings his part, ‘People goin all the way, yeah all the way.’ He does this sort of hip thrust thing. ALL of the girls absolutely scream their heads off! Harry got this adorable cheeky look on his face. After a few more songs, I begin to notice that Harry’s eyes glance a lot in my direction. I blush, but I am surely imaging it. Like Harry Styles would be interested in me! Well, a while after that, the boys take a break. Harry immediately runs over to Louis (of course). He starts whispering in his ear. Now, I must have imagined this, but it seemed as though Harry pointed in my direction! I screamed along with everyone else. Louis looked over Harry’s shoulder and stared right at me. He then nodded and whispered back to him. An amazing Larry Stylinson moment! They then ran off and whispered something to the others. For the rest of the outdoor concert, it seemed as though the boys kept on staring at me! I was going insane with happiness! Imagine if they spoke to me! I then get lost thinking about their amazing accents. When it ended, everyone was very upset. But, me and a few other girls stay for a while to catch a private glimpse of them. They jumped off stage, Harry with his arm around Louis. He threw a cheeky glance at me and I blushed like mad! After a while, the rest of the girls gradually dispersed and I was the only one left. I looked up at their hotel window and I saw Harry standing there shirtless next to a winking Louis. WOW!!! He nodded pointedly at the ground a few metres behind me and held a sign up at the window that said ’ROOM 37’. I looked around and saw a wallet on the ground. I picked it up and looked at the ID inside. It was Harry’s! I smiled up at the window but I saw that it was empty. I ran inside the hotel and bolted to the elevator. I pushed the button for 37 with shaking hands; I couldn’t believe this was happening! I pinched myself to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. The elevator reached the level and I quickly composed myself. I slowly walked straight down the hallway to the end door. I reached it and just as I lifted my hand to knock, the door swung open.
‘Well hello there.’ I couldn’t speak. He stood there, shirtless. Curly hair falling slightly in his gorgeous eyes. He winked at me and I almost fainted. There was a struggle behind the door. I was openly confused when I saw Harry roll his eyes and sigh as an adorable voice whined ‘Harryyyy! Let me see!’ Harry reluctantly opened the door and my eyes took in a gorgeous sight. All five boys stood there shirtless in the door way with huge grins on their faces. I giggled. And that’s when I fainted.

I woke with a start. At first I was confused, where was I? Then the memories flooded back to me and I sat bolt upright in what was a very comfy bed. ‘OW!’ I whipped my head around and saw that Harry Styles was lying beside me. His arm was resting right where I was; obviously he had had his arms wrapped around me. I nearly fainted again! ‘H-hello!’ I stammered, star-struck.
‘Hey! How’d you sleep? You were quite funny last night. Kept on talking in your sleep.’ Uh-oh. I always talk in my sleep! Mostly about this boy here......
‘What’d I say?!’
‘Ohhh...a bit of this... a bit of that. Louis was sitting in that chair over there. He got rather upset when you mentioned my name more than his.’ He giggled.
‘Oh no! I have to find him!’ I started to rip the blankets off me.
‘Hey, hey, hey! Calm down! He’s just finishing up in the shower, I think.’
We got out of bed and I stood there a few seconds, amazed at the gorgeous sight in front of me. Harry Styles, fresh out of bed, wearing nothing but boxers. I stared for so long that he struck a sexual pose, waggled his eyebrows at me and said softly ‘Like what you see? I WAS going to go naked, like usual, but we just met’. I giggled and blushed; SO Harry. He chuckled and opened the door for me. I mumbled thankyou and walked into the most amazing moment of my life. For only one second, I saw the boys for who they are. Liam and Zayn huddled on the couch watching a movie and Niall raiding the fridge. They whipped their heads around and ran towards me, toppling over each other in their attempt to get to me first. Gorgeous Liam sprinted up to me and swept me in his arms and whispered ‘Hello beautiful. Long time no see.’ Zayn pushed Liam away and wrapped his arms around me as he said to Liam ‘She’s mine!’ Niall ran up to me and prised Zayn’s arms off me. He then gave me a big bear hug and said ‘Get back! She’s mine!’ Harry leapt in front of me protectively and cried ‘Get back the three of you! I found her!’ I peered around Harry’s shoulders at something moving behind the sulky boys. My breath caught in my throat. Louis Tomlinson was standing there, leaning sexily against a wall. He winked at me and said ‘Harry, babe, share her.’ Harry ran across the room and cried ‘But Boo-bear! They want her all for themselves! She’s mine!’ He leapt into his arms and they held each other for a moment. Louis was the first to let go and he stalked over to me. That’s when I realised that he was wearing nothing but a white towel wrapped around his lower half. I gasped. He smiled and dropped the naughty attitude. He trotted over to me and lifted my off my feet. He planted a big wet kiss on my cheek and said bubbly ‘Ello! I’m Louis. Buuuut, my loved ones (meaning Harry mostly) call me Boo-bear. And what is your name, gorgeous?’ I attempt to speak but my throat is dry. I clear my throat and sweet Niall runs to get me a drink. I take it from him, return a warm smile and say ‘Jazzy. My name’s Jazzy.’ They all let out a synchronised ‘awww!’ Zayn starts to point out his own name but I just smile and say ‘Guys, there’s no need to introduce yourself. Harold Edward Styles (I point to them each as I mention them.), Louis William Tomlinson, Niall James Horan, Liam James Payne and Zayn Jawaad Malik.’ I giggle at Zayn’s crestfallen expression at being mentioned last. I pluck up the courage and walk over and wrap my arms around him and say ‘Don’t worry, I love you!’ He giggles, squeezes me back and kisses me on the forehead. Niall then exclaimed ‘Hey! Don’t hog her!’ (God, I love his accent!). Zayn chuckles and releases me. ‘So, Jazzy, where would you like to go?’ asks the gorgeous and grinning Liam. ‘Um....can we just hang out here for a bit? Maybe later we can get some Nandos?’ Niall then got the biggest grin on his face and whispered loudly in Zayn’s ear ‘I love this girl.’ I looked around at the boys and notice how shy Louis is being suddenly. ‘What’s up, Louis?’ I ask, concerned. ‘Well....I was wondering...Would you like to meet......Kevin?’ I stand on my tippy-toes and kiss him on the cheek. ‘I’ve waited forever to meet Kevin.’ He grins and is back to his usual self. For the remainder of the day, we flick on a few movies but really all we do is sit there, talk, swap kisses and hugs and flirt. Niall exclaims he’s hungry and we ask Paul to get us some Nandos. Once he’s back, I’m struck with an idea. ‘Hey, guys...’ I begin. ‘Yeah?’ ask all five boys. ‘Can you do me a favour?’ ‘Anything!’ says Zayn. The boys nod in agreement. ‘Sing for me?’ I ask. The boys leap up from their seats and Paul gets a mini stage ready. I sit on the couch, entranced, as they sing me their new song about a girl who is the most beautiful girl in the world and it is love at first sight. They all have their own verses and once it finishes, they ask me a favour. ‘Sing for us?’ ‘Um....’ ‘Come on! We wanna hear you sing!’ Their pleading voices convince me. I get on stage and Paul asks me what song. I say ‘One Thing’. They boys all grin and I sing for them. They all giggle when I point to them. They jump on the stage and sing along with me. For the rest of the night, we just sit and talk. They tell me the stuff about their life I don’t already know and they find out about my life and what it’s like to be a Directioner and what stuff us Directioners do. I am sitting on the couch with Louis on the far side next to Harry and Harry next to me. On my other side, Niall is sitting beside Liam and Liam beside Zayn and Zayn beside me. Best moment ever. I honestly can’t believe this is happening. Eventually, my head drooped onto Zayn’s shoulder and Harry wrapped his arm around me. I was semi- conscious so I could still hear the conversation they were having. ‘Guys...what if she doesn’t want to stay with us anymore?’ Niall asked worriedly. ‘Niall, of course she will!’ said Zayn assuredly. ‘But what if she doesn’t!’ Niall said. ‘We’ll just have to let her go.’ Liam said. ‘Niall, we don’t own her. It was lucky we even saw her!’ Harry said. ‘Uh-oh, guys....’ ‘What?’ Liam asked Louis. ‘We all love her, right?’ Louis asked. ‘Of course! She’s amazing!’ Niall exclaimed. ‘Which of us will be her boyfriend?’ Louis asked. ‘...Oh. She’ll have to decide.’ Harry said. There was a mumbled agreement from all of the boys. ‘Ok. But whatever happens, we mustn’t fight.’ Liam said. That was when I dozed off to sleep with all of these problems running through my head. The bright morning sun greeted me as I fluttered my eyes open. I sat up, stretched and yawned. The boys weren’t on the couch with me! Where were they? I heard hushed voices and I flipped my head around. There they were, in the kitchen together, cooking what smelt like bacon and eggs. YUM! I stand up and walk slowly over to the kitchen. ‘Oh! You’re awake! We were just cooking breakfast but you can have a shower if you like.’ Zayn said. ‘Ok....but I don’t have any spare clothes.’ ‘That’s ok! There’ll be some for you in front of the bathroom door when you get out.’ Harry said. ‘Thank you! Where is it?’ I asked. ‘Louis’ll show you.’ Said Niall with a smile. ‘Ok!’ I said happily. Louis walked over to me, took my arm and said ‘m’lady’ with a smile. He took me down a hallway and opened a door on the left. There was a small passage with 3 doors. He stopped me just as we reached the one on the right. ‘Before you go in...I have to ask you something.’ He said nervously. ‘What’s up, Lou?’ I asked. ‘Well...you love us, right? (I nodded) Which of us do you love the most? Who are you going to pick?’ He asked quickly. ‘Oh. Well, I haven’t decided. You are all so amazing and sweet and kind and sexy. You have no idea how difficult it is to choose. I love you all so much.’ I told him. He chewed his lip for a second before he whispered ‘Well...maybe this will help you decide.’ And he kissed me. Not like before, when he pecked me on the cheek, but a proper kiss. I got light headed. He wrapped one arm around my back and though other in my hair. I was kissing him back. Time went too slowly and yet too fast. It was, however, a while until he took his lips off mine, grinned, and gave me another quick kiss on the lips. ‘Don’t rush your decision though, okay? Just think about it.’ I nodded and tottered into the bathroom, still very light headed. I closed the door lightly behind me and turned on the expensive-looking shower. I stood there, letting the water run over me, thinking, thinking, thinking.  I heard a knock on the door and Zayn’s voice call out ‘Breakfast is 5 minutes away and you’re clothes are right here!’ ‘Thank you!’ I called. I heard his footsteps die away and turned off the shower. I wrapped a towel around me and opened the door. I looked down and picked up the little bag from some fancy store. I brought it in and shut the door behind me. The bag contained a gorgeous purple dress with a note that read ‘for tonight’ (http://img.alibaba.com/wsphoto/v0/325238561/Maxi-Sweetheart-Purple-Petite-Evening-Dresses-GW193.jpg). I kept rummaging and I found a blue flannelette shirt (http://origin.kaboodle.com/hi/img/c/0/0/1b7/4/AAAADMKTfIoAAAAAAbdPEg.jpg?v=1323884768000) and a pair of black jeans(http://www.true-religionsoutlet.net/images/4128_black_b_2.jpg). I put the clothes on and picked up the bag. I opened the door and walked down the way which we had come, trying to clear my head. I strolled into the kitchen and the Niall runs down the hallway behind me screaming ‘FOOOOOOOD!!!’ I laugh and chase after him once he passes me. He laughs and abruptly turns and stops. I crash into him and in seconds, we are both on the floor beside each other laughing. He turns on his side to look at me and he stares into my eyes for a few moments. I stare back (they’re so blue!). He brings his face closer and pecks me on the lips. Quite unlike my kiss with Louis. This was very brief, but very, very sweet. I bite my lip. ‘You okay?’ he asks, referring to the fall. ‘Yeah, I guess you broke my fall.’ I say jokingly. Still, even though I kept up a calm, joking facade, on the inside, my whole being was going through a war. Louis! Liam! Niall! Zayn! Harry! I just couldn’t decide. I guess we’ll just have to see how my time here progresses...

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