So I go to a private CATHOLIC school, so that's literal hell, but I manage. I don't really want this to turn into a rant about my life, but whatever. I constantly get teased and made fun of for my orientation and my hairstyle(cuz it makes me kinda look like a girl to them(which I'm trying to do)) I mostly blow it off, but sometimes it piles up and I snap. I just will start crying for no reason, and it takes for ever to make it stop. I don't know how they can just harass me and just say, "oh we're friends so it doesn't matter" to teachers.but hey, what u gonna do? Most people there don't see it, cuz it's either online or kinda 1 on 1 where them and I are the only ones around. It sucks, but I'm not going to keep complaining, because it doesn't help. I keep getting so confused with myself, so right now I'm kind of non binary or just genderless for now. That may change over the years. I know my parents have some amazing man image in there heads so they want to shape me like there dreams, and won't listen to me. They just want to be able to say to people, I took care of that MAN! The one saving children from a building or something like that. They don't care about me. Only there big ass egos. I still love them though, and they love me, just they want to control my life. But they will find in the next few years, that that will change, and I will be able to make my own decisions for once in my life.
