Haizaki Ryouhei X Reader | Happier 🎵

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[Yep, it's a song fic. Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been a bit busy with everything really. But enough of that, this was requested by xfirefoxix. Enjoy the chapter!]

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

Haizaki sighed, his finger hovering over the delete button. He just couldn't bring himself to delete the pictures of Y/n and himself. 'Fuck's sake, why am I acting like this! We're not getting back together! Not... Getting back...' He took a deep breath.

When the morning comes
When we see what we've become
In the cold light of day we're a flame in the wind
Not the fire that we've begun
Every argument, every word we can't take back
'Cause with the all that has happened
I think that we both know the way that the story ends

Yep that's right, Haizaki and Y/n were eating once, but let's just say that... Arguments n' stuff happened, and they broke up. Y/n took it pretty well, deciding that it was for the best, but Haizaki, well...

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

He knew it'd have to happen, but that didn't stop him being upset about it. The one thing that never failed to warm his heart was Y/n and her happiness, but I'm order to give her that, he'd had to leave, breaking his heart in the process.

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

When the evening falls
And I'm left there with my thoughts
And the image of you being with someone else
Well, that's eating me up inside
But we run our course, we pretend that we're okay
Now if we jump together at least we can swim
Far away from the wreck we made

Maybe eventually they could've made it work. No... That'd be impossible. Haizaki blinked as he realised he was crying again. Ugh, he hated it. It made him feel weak, and vulnerable. But it made him feel better at the same time, so that's what he did, he sat and cried.

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go
So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

About an hour had passed, and Haizaki had stopped crying by then. He sighed sadly, recalling some of the memories. Their first date, how they met, their first kiss, all the best memories, and now that's what they were, just memories.

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
Even though I might not like this
I think that you'll be happier, I want you to be happier

Then only for a minute (only for a minute)
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

He took one last glance at the pictures, that caused him so much joy at one point but only caused pain now. No. He couldn't bring himself to it. Because he may want her to be happier, but that meant that he couldn't be happier himself.

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

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Yeah, sorry it sucked, I can't write angst very well. But I hope you enjoyed it anyway. I'm working on a few other things currently, like the prizes from the quiz, and I've got a lot of tests and stuff at school so the requests may be a bit slow but I promise I'm working on them whenever I can. I haven't forgotten about anything. We'll, that's all for now, love you all, bye!

-Author-chan ❤️

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