The Step-Siblings || Ashton Irwin/Luke Hemmings Fanfic(COMPLETED)

Chapter 4

"Mackenzie" Ashton says. He's repeated my name about thirty times and I'm just not letting it go. What Ashton said to me hurt, it hurt a lot, it made me cry, and it made me tell myself to never talk to Ashton Fletcher Irwin again. "Mackenzie, I'm really sorry for what I said to you" Ashton says.

I remember when Ashton was nice, the Ashton I liked. When I met him I hated him and I hate him now.

When I was with Jonah, we didn't know each other really but he said he liked me, he said he wanted to hang out with me so I took Hannah and I went to a party with her and it was his party. We hung out, we kissed that night but I didn't know he had an ex-girlfriend who was crazy for him.

We hung out the day after the party too and we we're like a couple, he made me happy but I didn't think it would last, I didn't think we would become a couple and I can assure you that we didn't.

Someone told our entire school that Jonah and I had sex, and we didn't and that Hannah was being slutty. None of that was true and his ex-girlfriend punched me in the face. Jonah and I ended things but when we started them again, he always seemed so mad at me.

I remember the first time Jonah had hit me. I was home that day and I stayed home because I didn't feel good in the morning but at the end of the day after rest and crackers, I felt fine. My dad had just come home from work and he came upstairs. He was so angry. "What are you doing?" he asked. It wasn't just asking me what I was doing, he sounded mad at me.

"I'm on Tumblr" I tell him. He comes up to me and he's at the side of my bed.

"I thought you were sick, Mackenzie" my dad growls.

"I said I felt sick, I took a nap and woke up feeling fine" I shrug even though I'm a little scared of his huge figure standing right next to my bed. My dad raised his hand and waved it towards my cheek, and when it hit it, I was hurt, I was angry, I was sad, I was crying. Jonah's ex had just hit me the day before. I got out of my bed and ran towards the house I knew best, Jonah's.

I knocked on the door and he had opened it, I rushed inside and since I was crying, I figured he would try and comfort me. He rubbed my back and brought me to his room so that we could "talk in private". I was sitting on his bed telling him about what my dad had done. "Well I can give you the same feeling that Faith and your dad gave you" he said as he slapped me in the same cheek as my father had done just minutes ago.

A few days later I went to his house again for him to "apologize" and he took me to his room again. I thought he would apologize but he didn't. He raped me. I remember the exact moment. He started taking away clothes one by one and kissing the spots that were bare. I begged him to stop when it became too much but he didn't. I start to cry and scream and I pull at my hair. Madison comes in and rubs my back. She tries to calm me down but I'm not calm and tears are flowing out of my eyes faster than I can stop them. I'm not only crying because of the memories, I'm crying because of that and the fact of everything with Ashton.

I can't stop crying. Ashton comes into my room and tells Madison to leave. I'm fine with being in a room with Ashton and only Ashton. He starts to do the same gesture that Madison was previously doing but I pulled away and his hand dropped along with his head. I turned to him and continued to cry and Ashton looked up at me with pure sadness in his eyes. I flew myself onto Ashton hugging him around the neck. He fell back onto my bed but he hugged me tightly as if I let go, I'd be gone forever. "I'm so sorry, Mackenzie" Ashton whispers.

"I love you, Ash" I whisper.

"I love you too" he says and we continue to hug for a few more minutes until my mother and Ashton's father come in.

"I'm glad to see you two being fond of each other again" Joey says.

"You guys are an ongoing cycle aren't you? You hated each other when Ashton first moved in; you became best friends and got really close. Then you hated each other again and now you are perfectly fine" my mom smiles. Ashton looks to me.

"We're always going to fight aren't we?" Ashton asks.

"Of course we are, Fletcher, we always do" Ashton glares at the nickname. Joey and my mom laugh and walk away.

"IT'S ALMOST DINNER TIME" my mom yells as she walks away. I look to Ashton again but this time I see something different than excitement and happiness or pure sadness, it's just different.

"Mackenzie?" Ashton asks. I look to him, I try and understand what is going on with him but I can't tell by his facial expressions. "Can I try something?" Ashton asks. I scrunch my eyebrows and I see Ashton lean in closer to me. I feel an unfamiliar pair of lips on mine and I realize that Ashton is kissing me. Why don't I mind this? This is illegal. But I let it happen anyway. Ashton pulls away as I'm dumbfounded. I hadn't moved since I felt Ashton's lips on mine. "I'm sorry, Mackenzie, that was so wrong" Ashton stood up and I still sat crisscrossed on my bed watching him walk out of my room.

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Sorry about how late it is I love you all and thank you for reading. I hope you liked the chapter and I will hopefully post again on Saturday