Thursday 11:27 pm
I miss Russo. I wasn't too close to Meg but I miss her too. It's just me, Albert and Lana left. Ally also is gone. She found a new friend group with her little artist friends. I guess it's cool.
Everyone seems to be okay with change except for me. I guess it's because I don't have anyone to fall back on if our friend group falls apart. I'll literally have no one else to be honest.
I wonder what Albert is thinking sometimes. He says the most funniest things and in the most chill manner. He's almost never upset or angry, then again, I could be wrong.
It's easy to hide emotions sometimes. I've been doing it for the past 2-3 years now so.
But really though, what goes on in his mind. He seems to just have this excellent persona he's become in life. I wonder what's behind his smile. Pain? Maybe he's just happy. I'm not sure though. Sometimes Albert's eyes are filled with pain. Every once in awhile though. It's not very often.
I'm debating telling him about how I really am. Tell him I'm gay and have depression or whatever. My therapist said it'd be good to have that support from school now. But I'm not sure.
That's my entry, bye.
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