I think people throw love around like it's nothing
But until you have been through what me and this special guy has been through you won't know ....
I messed up a lot
I've made him feel like shit
I made our daughter kill herself
I made him want to kill himself
And yet he still loved me ... Not so much anymore
But I wanted to let you all know what this love is like and how I still feel
You can't get that one person out of your head
Their kisses are drugs to you
Sex is no longer fun it's meaningful
Just by being in their arms you feel safe and happy
My seeing them you smile
You laugh at their jokes even if they aren't funny just so they smile
It's the end of the world if they get sick because you see what it would be like if that one person was out of your life
And when the do leave your life
Well
You feel like your heart has been ripped out of you and life isn't worth living
All you want is to see their smile again and feel those lips against yours and have your hands fit together like 2 jigsaw puzzles ... Or even to just smell them again just one little smile will give you alittle hope
And right now I have nothing
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I love you Harry
