Who could believe a girl so happy and bubbly
Turned into this depressed creature
Her smiles are obliged
Her laughs too
Only when she comes to her room
The real feelings show
And her body drown
Into a black river
Suffocating her
Taking her breath away
She just realized
That even thought this darkness takes all her happiness
It protects her from the harsh pain,
Building up her tall walls
She shuts herself
No more happiness in exchange of less pain for her lover's death
She could deal with it
No feelings is better than feeling pain only...