Without You ......... I Just Did Fine

WHY DID HE LEAVE ME?

" Why don't your Dad comes on PTM's ?"
They asked me in school.
"Why don't you bring your Dad in orientations ?"
My college friends asked me today , both questions have the same answer : we don't live together. I'm fatherless.
But I lied . I told them that he lives in another country. I felt guilty. The worst feeling in the world is the feeling of guilt.
I always pretended to be exultant but deep inside I was dying. I lied to myself, friends and everyone. I'm a liar because of him. He made me a liar .
My family consists only my mother. She loves me eternally and unconditionally , and I'm proud of her .
I'm a college student now , it's my first year. I was very excited but my happiness didn't last long. He ruined my happiness again. After 3 orientations in the college, my friends asked me about my father.
"Why don't you bring your Dad in orientations ?"
They asked.
"He's busy , he'll attend next time ."
I replied with a fake smile .
The question revived my trauma again and dolour snatched my happiness again.
I felt burdened and dejected. The only question came to my mind  -" Why did he leave me ?"
I had no reply .

....... To be continued........