Dark and darker

RIP

I tried
I failed
And so I lay alone
Dark and silent
R I P

I tried to fight
I tried to wake up every day
I tried for friends and love
I did all I could and yet...

I failed to win
I failed to sleep at night
I failed at not being alone
I didn't survive and so.....

I lay alone in the gel I made
I lay alone broken and battered
I lay alone dead where it counts
I stayed so long so now.....

It's dark and silent in my hole
It's dark and silent in my mind
It's dark and silent in my grave
And all that's written is 3 letters.....

R
I
P