Eastenders Imagines

Day out § Dont go;; H.O

~12th March 2019~

I pulled on my black skirt and yellow shirt as Mila played with her toys on the playmat on my bed in mine and dennis room.
'Why can you be friends with stix and Jagger and I can't?' Denni asked
'Because the gang is dangerous Dennis and you have no business being with people that much older than you' I replied as I straightened my hair and made eye contact with him through the mirror
'They're older than you as well' he argued
'You're not even 13 yet Dennis, I don't want you to get hurt' I sighed
'Jagger and stix aren't dangerous or you wouldn't hang round with them' he frowned
'I'm am very different to you, they're  using you to be a drugs mule just like they did to tiff' I said sternly and watched him play with Mila
'Well if he was so dangerous why did you bring him here last night?' He asked
'What are you talking about?' I asked and bit the corner of my lip
'That's Jagger's watch' Dennis said and nodded his head towards my nightstand where Jagger's watch was sat
'He let me borrow it ' I shrugged as I let down the second half of my hair to straighten
'It wouldn't fit you' he stated back
'It's fine on me, doesn't matter anyway who made you a detective?' I asked
'I'm just saying, I know he was here' he said and rattled milas pink rattle
'What because you see his watch? That doesn't mean he was here' I sighed
'But he was wasn't he?' Dennis insisted
'Fine ok he was, he's being a supportive friend' I huffed as I finished straightening my hair and turned the straighteners off 'but he is actually my friend, they're using you Dennis, you should listen to tiff'
I picked up Mila and fixed her little dress before slipping on her black patent shoes over her white tights. I walked to the nightstand and put the watch into milas baby bag. Dennis was following me as I walked down the stairs and he stood next to me as I put Mila in her pram.
'Just listen to me ok, I want the best for you' I said and put my arm over his shoulders 'you are in danger whenever you even think of that gang'
'Well then you're not safe either' he said
'Dennis I've been through a lot worse over the years, in fact I've been through worse in the last week, I don't even know what safe is anymore' I sighed as I put the final thing in the baby bag and walked out the door.
...
'Hey, you alright today?' Stix asked as we walked alongside eachother in the square
'Yeah I'm alright thanks, and thank you for you know finding the boy' I said
'It's no worries' he said as Jagger came up to us
'Hey, how are you?' He asked and put a hand on the pram
'Good, you?' I asked with a smile
'Good' he nodded his head upwards
'You alright mini b?' He smiled at the baby and she laughed up at him
'Say hello baby' I cooed and took the dummy out of her mouth so she could gargle in her baby language a hello
'I'll catch you guys up later yeah? Gotta see redman before he takes a huge load to one of the youngers' stix said and we nodded, continuing walking as he walked in the other direction
'You eaten?' Jagger asked
'No not yet' I replied as I waved a teddy in front of Mila to keep her happy
'Wanna go for breakfast?'
'Yeah, alright' I said 'the cafe yeah?'
'Yeah come on' he laughed and pulled me making me walk faster and making me laugh at the same time
'I'll have a tea and a bacon roll please' I smiled to Tina as we walked in the cafe and sat at a table, putting the pram next to the table and pulling Mila out, sitting her on my lap with her toy
'I'll have the same please' Jagger said as he sat opposite me and Mila
'Copycat' I grinned and adjusted the bow on the baby's head
'Shut up' he laughed
'I can't stay long jag, I'm taking Mila to playgroup at 11' I said
'I've got nothing on' he shrugged with a smile as Tina brought our plates and drinks over
'She's got so big' Tina cooed and smiled at the baby on my lap
'I know, crazy isn't it' I laughed
'She's gorgeous, enjoy your food' Tina smiled and walked off as I thanked her
'So back to our conversation' I said as I let Mila gnaw on a bit of soft bread
'Yeah, I have nothing planned' he shrugged
'Did the Jagger Rawley invite himself to a baby's playgroup?' I teased jokingly as we ate
'Maybe he did' Jagger joked back
'Mims do we want Jagger coming with us?' I smiled down at the baby and she girgled a happy response reaching erm grabby hands towards him 'he's eating, he can hold you after baby'
'Nah you're alright, hand her over' he said to me but his huge smile was aimed at the baby
'You eat jag, it's fine' I said but he reached over the table as she whined for him and sat her on his lap exactly as I had been doing before
'Oh look at you, you leaving mummy for a boy?' I cooed across the table as Jagger picked at his food with his free hand and I picked up my roll
'Only for this boy, no other boys till she's 85' Jagger laughed and so did I
'I was thinking 90' I shook my head
'Fair point, 90 it is Mims' he said and she held his finger in her tiny hand
'Oh I have to get a picture of you two, it's too cute' I awwed and took a few pictures of them on my phone
'We should probably get going' I said and stood up, putting all of milas stuff back in the pram as Jagger stood up with her on his hip
'Thanks Tina' I smiled and went to hand her money over the side when Jagger pushed my hand away
'I got this' he said and gave Tina money before following me out while I pushed the empty buggy that only had the baby bag in it
'You didn't have to, I'll pay you back' I said as we walked down the square, Mila looking content in his arms
'No you won't, my treat' he replied 'as a sorry that someone in my own gang did that to you'
'Don't be silly' I shook my head 'it's not your fault'
'I think someone's tired' Jagger said and pointed at Mila who was sucking her dummy with her head on his shoulder
I breathed out what sounded like a chuckle but I looked down as I flared my nostrils to stop me crying, which I felt I was doing an awful lot of lately.
'What's wrong?' Jagger asked as he put a hand on my lower back and I gulped, shaking my head 'you can tell me'
'She's never going to get to do this stuff with her dad and it's killing me Jagger' I said lowly
'You'll go and visit him though, she'll see him' he said and rubbed my back
'But all these little things, she can't ever do them with him. They won't even know eachother, not properly and I know that he loves her with his whole heart but how will she know that if he's never even allowed to touch her, or meet her friends, or see her firsts of everything?' I cried lightly and Jagger pulled me into the other side of his chest so both of us were laying our heads on it
'You're gonna tell her, you'll tell her all of the good memories they had when she was tiny, you'll tell her how much he really does love her' Jagger said and I nodded 'because you're sick at this, you've got this whole mumzy thing on lock and she's lucky to have you, you know that'
'Thanks jag' I smiled and wrapped an arm around his waist 'for all of this'
'You got this ma, don't let anyone make you think otherwise'
...
'I'm getting a call from the prison' I panicked to my mum as we sat opposite eachother at our kitchen table
'Well answer it then' she smiled and I smiled back, answering the phone

This is walford green prison and correctional facility. You have a call from Hunter Owen. If you accept this call, press 1 on your keypad.
Beep!
'Hey you' I heard hunters voice from down the phone line
'Hey, how are you?' I asked, holding back tears as my mum smiled at me supportively
'I'm fine, coping, how are you and Mila?' He asked
'Yeah we're fine, we went to a playgroup today and she loved it' I smiled
'Good' he said but he sounded sad and in our silence we both heard my sob echo 'don't cry, why are you crying?'
'You know why I'm crying hunter' I said
'I'm fine, we're fine, I love you' he spoke softly 'I love you and Mila and my mum so so much it hurts'
'I know, we all love you too, even more than that' I said
'How is my mum?' He asked nervously
'You know how strong your mum is hunter' I smiled sadly though he couldn't see me 'but she's struggling, we both are that's why I stayed at my mums last night'
'The guards telling me I have two minutes' he said 'so this is goodbye'
'No don't say goodbye, you know how much I hate goodbye' I said
'Sorry yeah I know, you like me to say I'll see you very soon, so I'll see you very soon babe I love you and Mila ' he said sadly
'I'll see you very soon' I said with the same amount of sadness 'we love you more'
Then the phone went dead and I put my head in my arms on the table and sobbed, and sobbed, and sobbed as my mum put her head on my back and stroked my hair. But I still sobbed, I didn't even know which sad part of my life I was sobbing about at this point.

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